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Hong Kong Day 2

2009-11-28T01:02:00.025+08:00

19th November 2009, Thursday

Hong Kong Day 2

OKAY! actuali tis 6 day trip
alot photos is my zi lian pictures lo
nan de i got dcam ma =x
our place is to shop for the day
cuz rehearsal is onli on 20th
so today is free and easy!
woke up and prepare ready by 12
and immediately leave tt rm and went to the reception
our original room is same as small
but it look so much brighter and cleaner!
actuali i quite like it LOL
i dun mind stayin at tt kind of budget hotel
the first rm dont even have blanket can u imagine?!
me and mummy almost freeze to death
wear socks and gloves to slp!
it was 12 deg okay!
the second room has blanket and it is very warm! ^^

why is my lugguage on my bed?
cuz e rm is small till u canot put anything on e floor
if u put sth on e floor
u cant open e door! LOL

in HK no matter wad u wear it seems so normal
in SG no matter wad u wear it seems so over

actuali no one in HK was wearing glove
to me its very cold!
but to the locals dere its probably nothing to them

toilet of my room!
bathing is a torture dere!
is so darn cold !!!
ur teeth will keep fighting!

tis is a picture of a stall full of porn
my mama was shopping LO -_-"

eating during tis 6 days is a lil torturing
cuz my mummy is super super cost saver
mus walk alot and keep lookin at the price
cheap and look ok den will walk in

back to hotel after lunch and a lil roaming about

tis is the flower tt they gave me ^^

off we go to MONG KOK
to walk the famous 女人街!

tis is their single trip MTR card
its almos like the old fare card we used to have
soft and flexible !

their train is super crowded!
in fact! everywhere in HK is like super crowded can.
reali over populated sia
everywhere oso mus squeeze
ppl hu wanna enter the train reali jus push u lo
in SG its not tt extreme i guess

jus 3 stops and we have reached Mong Kok !

seriously, after shopping for so many hours
i dun find HK nice to shop at all?
i tink we went at the wrong time?
everywhere is selling winter stuff
and the main ting is everything is so expensive!!
so we onli bought a bit stuff
and were disappointed =\
even food is expensive lo
so not fun

so cute right?
its super soft! like real =x

after shopping, mummy suggest to walk home
i tink 3 stops like quite okay la
anyway oso wont hot
its free aircon everywhere

wad a cute expression! LOL

wanted to try tis pork burger before i leave HK
but didnt get a chance to
wad a regret ! >.<

Hong Kong Day 1

2009-11-28T00:04:00.010+08:00

18th November 2009, Wednesday

HONG KONG DAY 1

went to school and left at around 2 plus
meiqian drove mum, merry, xy and me to Changi Airport!
she drove very cautiously =x
as she is quite new and it is raining at that time
i felt excited and yet worried?
cuz i book everytin myself, i was so afraid if anytin will happen
and indeed it happens! more about that later~
they bought flowers for me! sunflower! to wish me success,
wen we reach dere, den i realise they ask js and jy to come as well
quite shocking, as its been ages since i last see them?
was very blur, duno wad to do and where to go
luckily meiqian is dere LOL
managed to check in quite smoothly and got a window seat! yippie
dere is still 30 mins left before i had to enter
so we went to eat Popeye,
i think dey shud have outlets at the west lo !
everything went smoothly after tt
i sat on SIA once wen i was young
and it was jus a 45 min flight to KL
and i concluded SIA reali minimise my motion sickness
i oso realise sitting by e window reduces motion sickess as well!

after 3 hrs plus of nap, movie and good food
we finally reach HONGKONG!!
can u imagine how excited i am?
the furthest i went to is Bang Kok ok!
now is HK!

tis is mummy in the sky train !

tis is A21 bus from Airport and we will be alighting at Tsim Sha Tsui !

now the scary thing happen!
wen mummy and me reach tt building
it was like our Little India ok
i am not exagerating!
but theirs are not banglahs
theirs are like the america's black ppl
there are many indians as well
everywherE!!
wen we reach Chung King Mansion
it was already 12 plus
so very little ppl left
so 2 of us so white carry lugguage roam n search for our hostel
while we were waiting for the lift
one of the black was staring at my mum's lugguage
i was totally freaked out n i inform her to becareful in chinese
tt guy's action and stuff reali super suspicious lo!!
as usual my mum cudnt care less -.-"
anyway nothing happen on our way up
more things coming !
wen we reach 12th floor as dey instruct in e letter
we keep knocking n pressing e door bell like no one's business
but no one came to attend us
wen i finally took out the confirmation letter
i realise dey mention check in till 12mid
i was like WHAT THE FCUK?
and mummy somehow blamed me for not noticing it
we almost wanna slp on street lo!!!
felt so helpless at tt moment
jus wen we were about to gif up
i suddenly recall tt i did jot down the boss's number!
i didnt noe hw to dial HK number. so i jus anyhow la
and it got thru!!!!!!! omg.
and ya, thru many tis and tt
we manage to check in =\
BUT, dey brought us to a like shit rm
as dey rent our rm out since we were late
so we have to slp in tt shit rm for a night
if i were to slp in dere for 5 nites
quite SHINGZ u noe
below are shots of the room
u mus be dere to feel the uncomfy feeling la
very dark
tis is my firstime stayin in budget hotel
quite an experience LOL

sad thing is i dun get to go online for the first night
cuz i forgot to ask for password =(
so best ting is faster slp and let the day pass!

need encouragements!

2009-11-09T19:28:00.002+08:00

came across a blog that mentioned about me

Tan Hwee Peng 陈慧苹 was one bubbly girl who seemed confident even though she was dubbed as the Kancheong Spider Queen (who regularly went around telling everyone how nervous she was). I thought her appearance was appealing onstage and her confidence was admirable.

Tan Hwee Peng 陈慧苹 tried to deliver 《你是爱我的》by 张惠妹 Amei but Aijia's rendition of the song was slightly superior to Huiping's and judges seemed to notice that. That ruled unfavourably against Huiping but I like to see sunny characters onstage to sing and I expected her to be onstage again very soon.

it wasnt really a compliment, instead tis person felt tt aijia's rendition was better. however, his last sentence really motivates me quite a lot. tis guy expect me to be on stage again very soon. i suddenly got an urge to prove him right! now my chance is here, i will grab it tightly! ROARS

i seemed to really give ppl the impression tt im confident hor, many ppl have commented tt. how interesting i thought. and tis guy used bubbly and sunny to describe me LOL i liked it !

i need to win not to onli shine, but to earn back my money !!! muahahahahaaa. i am SHINY PINGUO!!

hk pk

2009-10-27T01:48:00.002+08:00

AAHH~
today shall be a historical day!
tis morning i was aslp cuz lesson start at 1 15pm
den at 11am suddenly i receive a call
tis person said she is calling from starhub
dey have sent our xin guang pk top 20 tapes to hk
and i have been chosen to go dere and pk
in their competition call 超级巨声
i jumped out of my bed man!
i tried to get as many details as i could
i asked her how many person was chosen
she said 1 or 2
i asked her wen
she said 19 to 22 oct
but i was damn blur still so i jus told her i would confirm with her again
first instinct was call qian cuz i tink she will analyze the situation
so she asked me could it be a scam?
i suddenly stunned. mayb it could be!
so basically the whole day was busy finding out
i called xinyi to ask
i called miao ru, ex top 20, to ask
i called joseph to ask
all answers like pointing towards a scam
until wen i reach home at 6 plus and decided to call daphne from 100.3FM
and she confirmed tis news
oooo~ so excited and afraid and nervous
i noe sure have to spend alot money de
and mummy will very xinku
but i am so excited about the opportunity !!
now the only thing in my mind is to heal my throat ASAP!!
hahahaaaaaaaa. tis is gonna be the next big thing in my life!!

hmmmm. i tink its too fast to step into another so quickly.
i shud slow down.......

philosophy

2009-10-22T22:16:00.002+08:00

hmm. im having sore throat le.
vonn kept saying i sound like Li Jing now, which i agree LOL
tis few days end lesson reali earli
resulted me being alone at home for super long period of time
reali feel damn damn damn bored
i duno why other single female not so bored as me one?!
how i hope i have a single female fren for me to date out as and wen
and go outside bio guys or gif guys bio lo -.-"

today research on a philosophy as my grp's project
i tink its an interesting one
it says ' 20% of effort 80% of result '
i kept wondering how true it is
the example they gave was
20% of the tings tt made u happy contributes to 80% of ur happiness
tis sentence is somewhat true i guess
so can i conclude tt
20% of effort can erase 80% of my sadness?
LOL still figuring out tis philophy
next week hafta present

tmr gonna lan wif RAMS o.O
sunday meeting ite peeps
next tues swimming with ru
next saturday doing project
can more people keep me occupied ?

emo day

2009-10-21T00:15:00.003+08:00

rainy day = emo day

suddenly felt emo. his msn nick makes me wanna ask him wad happen. i kept staring at his nick but i kept stopping myself from approaching. wad for? i will end up being sad again and i dun wan tt to happen. i wanna be strong for myself. i noe tings will get better each day. reali feel very lonely being alone everyday. but i told myself to open my eyes bigger and not jump into r/s anyhow. now have to keep finding things to occupy myself. i noe i will survive.

thanks ru for tis blogskin. LOL and thanks for keeping me accompany these days.

WorldSkill Opening and Closing

2008-11-26T18:51:00.004+08:00

16th is the Opening Ceremony
23rd is the Closing Ceremony

Sang a song that was composed by i duno hu >.<

titled ' Shining Dream '

duet with Kamsani

an event where there are alot of big shots dere

ministers and big shots from alot companies

did fairly so jus pics !

my makeup artiste is Dean (isit spelt like this?!)

he is good i must say i look damn pretty for tt 2 days!

Opening

where tis pair of legs come from? who does it belong to?

tadah! his! wahahah
the mascot for the event ! there are 2 okay !

me and Nut

my makeup artiste! damn talented , thanks !

i forgot his name -.-" isit aidil or something?

me and Kamsani, my duet partner

Closing

forgot his name as well =x

Photos after performance
look different due to the makeup
makeup is sooo impt!!

Shot To Fame

2008-11-26T18:10:00.002+08:00

24 Oct

Shot To Fame Finals
Got 2nd
Champion goes to Rachel
a 14 yr old girl
finally i got something
felt very emotional after da competition
after all the hardwork i have put
and all the never give up attitute
i'm finally rewarded with something

i'm happy of cuz.
contented.
the sound system is great la!
so now are photos of my fan club ! =x

SHATEC HosT! LOL
Rita, Jiayi, ZhangQi, WenNan, Suying, Zaya
tHanks ! =D

Merry, Caifen and Meiqian !
xinyi cannot make it cuz of her work !
but its okay! i know she is supporting me wherever she is !

even Melvin, Jackie, Bong and Gerald came ! hahahas

me and meiyi, qian's sister

the person tt takes care of me alot, qian's mum

the most important person in my life, mummy.

prize giving

SHATEC fans do de ~

every classmate's name is inside.
even those dat bueygam wif me
cannot believe it. LOL

Flower from Cindy CHC

Flower from SHATEC Fans

200 bucks voucher

trophy

the video !

2008-10-22T00:17:00.001+08:00

some thoughts

2008-09-29T01:21:00.004+08:00

我以为我坚强
以为我勇敢
一个人独自走在街上
才发现这些是伪装

逼自己坚强
逼自己勇敢
只不想让自己觉得很悲惨

不要你的同情
不要你的怜爱
但内心却希望这些都存在

多少的无奈
多少的感慨
也换不回我们曾经拥有的爱

想忘掉的温度
想忘掉的情怀
却每夜都在脑里徘徊

一切以成回忆
以成过去
在心中永远留下的记忆。。

原来这些日子我只不过是在原地踏步。

ended

2008-09-12T21:39:00.005+08:00

our story ended on 30 of august.

lasted for 2 yr 7 months

how do i feel?

sad? of cuz

lonely? obviously

heartbroken? definitely.

i feel so proud of myself for handling it so well

i stand up straight and carry on with my life

its jus tt my life is kinda hard to manage

hard to survive with tis little money

hard to survive with tis amount of stress

i'm doing all i can..

and i reali feel kinda suffocated

so i am now letting it out

i tink i've grown up quite abit

being able to handle stuff by myself

i need to build up some confidence now

so many tings to do everyday

where are all my time for myself?

perhaps i wasted too much time in the past

and now i have to make it up

i hope i graduate soon ?

it hurts to see my mum working so hard

it hurts to see her coming home so late every night

it hurts to see her hair dropping so much

it hurts to see her sleeping so little

it hurts to see her saving all the money she could

i'm pissed to see my brothers doing nothing each day

i'm pissed to see him on-ing his computer 24hrs a day

i'm pissed to see him always askin my mom to top up his card

i'm pissed to see that he has no intention to do anything at all

there are so many things making me feel so bad

its more dan wad i have to make me feel good

i wanna improve our family situation ASAP

mummy is 51 already

brother is 25 already

i got nothing to say

mayb tis is why i dun have extra energy to think abt my own stuff?

to feel sad and heartbroken?

birthday is coming soon

1st wish : i hope our family situation improve, brother pls faster find a job

2nd wish : to fly and soar in my studies

3rd wish : more love from family and friends

all my wishes will come true

cuz i put in so much effort in whatever i'm doing now

i strongly believe it will all come true

shud i continue to sing?

i cant.

i dun have the time to commit

cant afford to commit

my dream.

have to pause for awhile

as for now

all that matters is my studies and my mum

pls god, stop my mum's suffering

she have had enough if u notice

bloody arsehole

2008-04-24T01:05:00.004+08:00

i feel so upset man
with my ~~'beloved'~~ brother
not i wanna be very bad and say lo
he is reali fcukin useless
not say totally useless
he jus cant be bothered
he might be useful
but its when he's outside
i never reali see any contributions done to the family
i oso didnt have any contributions
but at least i dun dig holes
i dun wanna go into details
but he reali suck like nobody business
i used to feel proud havin this brother in the past
but ever since 2 yrs ago
i reali feel ashamed man
i oredi try to do everything myself
he jus need to make a cor oso like wan his lifE?
wad a fcuker
anyway when i complained to my mum
she oso have no reaction
so forget it
he better not ask me to help him anythin
it wun be possible
he wanna make things difficult for me
can. but he better hope he wudnt require my help in his life
25 yr old
taking pocket money, transportation money and hp bills money
no financial contributions to the familie
i'm 20 tis yr
dyin soon cuz i'm jobless now
but i dun take pocket and transportation money
and i pay my own hp bills
compare to him . i'm proud of myself
but anyway my mum is willing to gib
so i dun see a problem dere
so i ask her not to alwaes complain to me
cuz is both willing party . bless her.
but i reali have a irresponsible useless freak in my house
i reali canot take it sometimes.
if i can settle this thing myself
if this account werent under his name
i wudnt have go to him.
such an asshole
wad have i done in my pastlife to have all unfortunates events in ma life.

but thanks to my bf
he is alwaes helpin me in alot of stuff

anyone wanna introduce me a job
i'm kinda dyin
cuz so many people bdae
especially close ones which requires plenty of cash
and my money i hav nw
need to pull through a long time till i get a job
god bless me

cheap labour

2008-02-29T02:28:00.002+08:00

i am so fcukin pissed

seriously dere's something wrong with UOB welfare

my bf is called back for work jus now at 1+AM!

he took cab down jus becuz dey got problem cant solve?

so he estimate he's gonna come back around 4+?

and wake up tmr at 7 to go work again?

since last week till now he has been doin OT like SIAO

and i didnt exagerate my SIAO

he work 7 days a week including sat and sun

he's normal workin hour is 9 to 6

and recently he comes back at midnight?

den straight to slp den tmr morning go work again

u people might tink becuz got urgent stuff

OT-in is alright

but do u noe how these people get paid for all these?

their policy is that no money paid for OT for perm staff

but they'll give u meal allowance of 20 bucks

few days ago he came home at 2+AM

so 6PM to 2AM is 8 hourS?

so 20 bucks for 8 hours?

which is like 2bucks plus for an hour?!

u torture people 7 days a week and everyday till so late

and u're only payin people 20 bucks for 8 hours?

tis is cheap labour or waD?!

even MCdonalds pay peopel 4 bucks per hour lo

and today he took his OFF

and being called back at 1+AM?

so i assume he dun even have tt 20 bucks?

funnny thing is i think he dont mind

i'm the person tt is so pissed off

i wonder those people.. dont dey hab family?

dont they feel so tired ?

continuously near to 2 weeks of lack of slp

my mama say like can sue company sia

they have work way pass the maximum hours of working

i duno lahs..who am i to say anything

when they dont even mind. zzzz

how long is tis going to last

why is the boss so inhuman?

how can human work under tis kinda circumstances

unless u're in army la

but he's not wAD! wtf la.

off to slp man! i cant be bothered

UOB gets awake and hardworking dar

i get the slpy and grumpy dar

DAMN so unfair

Mr Khoo's Donation

2008-02-22T16:00:00.002+08:00

hahahas. see my kuku title?
why i address him Mr Khoo?
cuz i duno how to spell his full name
all i knew was
- he is top 10 richest man in SG
- he is dead
- he donated 25 millon to ITEs and POLYs

so he is very wei da lo
so there is somesort of ceremony held at ITE headquarters
and i'm invited to perform !
singing duet 'You Light Up My Life' wif very talented Kamsani!
knew Sunny thru tis performance
and cool! he's soooo talented and nice person
he got alot champions in various competition
he sings reali nice!

anyway, i'm of cuz honoured to invited to sing
regardless the reason cuz hard to find female chinese singer
they gave me quite a nice amount of money
to recover my loss after taking so many leaves for rehearsals

its quite a grand event
cuz its dealing wif lotsa money
and Minister of Education and Finance (shud be correct)
Mr Thaman.... (duno how to spell) was there
so it was a great experience and exposure for me
had the video but as usual
too large to upload, too bad

wore an outfit Mr Baron duno from where dig out one
a sleeveless and make me look fat one >.<~

but my extensions were still dere at that time

so i'm still pretty gorgeous! hurhur

thats all! hahhaha

4th Dec Worldskill

2008-02-19T15:25:00.004+08:00

hahahas. another super overdue post!

now is like..... Febuary? and i am blogging about December's stuff!! keke

December 4th 2008

one of the best location to perform
and the settings is gorgeous
there are me, Hussein, MeiMei, Aidil and Shahid
the event is an Appreciation Dinner
for student who represented Singapore for Worldskill Competition
and the location is...

i had a good hair that day!

so i was camwhoring before leaving house . keke

i reali missed my extension like hell man
now wifout my extension and even add on weight
i feel so not confident lately
still thinkin shud i do extension for my finals
its not about the money
is the dandruff and trouble !

wifout this performance
i dun tink i will ever step into tt hotel
and they reali decorated the function room so nicely!

the entrance

Hussein and me

the place is so princess looking lahs!

sang Start Of Something New with Hussein
and We're All In This Together with Group
a few rehearsals den we're free!
so is photo taking!
they even allocate a hotel room for us
so cool right
however, this room is shared by all perfomers too

me and MeiMei

Shahid hiding beside

in da lift

after resting awhile
then we proceed for our dinner!
we each get 5 bucks voucher for Burger King
hahahah!

after dinner
we went back to our room
to rest and final touch up

mr Baron

me and Aidil

act friendly

act fierce

act model

the performance was okay
i tink nuthin much worth mentioning

lookin back my pics wif extension
reali tempt me like crazy!

THats ALl!!

SIQC

2008-01-21T15:13:00.000+08:00

oh.. damned. have neglected my poor bloggie like hell
been reali lazy to blog
work is ending at 6th Feb
duno wad will happen aftertt
will i starve to death? LOL

i'm gonna forget abt all da past events
only tracking my PFM
MUAHAHAHAA

5th November
SIQC Pfm
one of the very cui performance *damn*
have the video but too big to upload
so too bad then!
only photos~
its held at Balestier ITE
singing duet with Hussein
A Start Of Something New
i off pitch at alot of parts >.<~~

anywayy jus a few pic

realise i alwaes look different from time to time

something lame

ahahahaa

Dec 1 niite wif da gurls

2007-12-11T10:35:00.000+08:00

ok dec 1 saturday is night wif da MARS+B RAMS+B ARMS+B
-___-" wadever u wan it to be
the +B LOL
after so long
finally another meetup session
xinyi meet merry at town area
whereas i met meiqian at west area
so +B drove us dere
thou we reached dere onli after a few roundings
parking is a problem
its not accessible
BUT tis place is tearing down soon!
so i guess its worth it to eat it for da lastime
where is tis place i'm talkinn about?
its located near Kallang Stadium
a building cor Oasis
tt place is tearing down soon to build a duno wad ting LOL

a standard procedure
photo taking with mr lion
to prove tt u've been dere! LOL

its Teochew Porridge restaurant
but merry ate rice dere HAHA
the food is normal bahs
is the ambience tt is nice
if u sit by the side
u can see river! and bridge!
its a very family place

okayys i noe i look damn fat in those pics LOL

after dinner
we went to MINDS Cafe! HAHA
as usual
its fun and enjoying
i laugh till i hab headache at the end of the game.. hahah

took cab back at around 3am
gosh.. we're cool!

moving soon

2007-11-29T11:46:00.000+08:00

hmmms.. jus heard frm my bro
dat 3rd Dec we're gonna get our keys le
and still not yet decide when move
abit luan lo
cuz i finally bought my own spring mattress le
but its at my bf house
cuz dey buy furniture den got cheaper price de
den now duno how to get it to my new place
anyone drive a lorry wan help me?
so tis month will be takin alot leaves
and a hectic month
i never even see my new place before
kinda qi dai lahs HAAH!
i'm gonna paint it for sure! =D

pictures took on last saturday

tis saturday meetin raine merry and serena
hui cha chu shen me huo hua ne?!
translation : will rub come out wad fire flower lei?
qing ji xu suo ding 'YEA Pinguo dao'
translation : please continue to catch Channel Apple
WAHAHAHAHA

fashion?

2007-11-23T10:09:00.000+08:00

hmm..nuthin much..jus feel like blogging LOL

i watch youtube at work

i paint my nails at work

i play flashgames at work

i blog at work

i put makeup at work

i shop online at work

HAHAH i hope my incharge wun get to see this

i seriously hab nuthin to surf online le lo

today on my way to school i spot sumthin disturbing

i'm workin under the dept STA

School of Technology and the Arts

so i tend to see alot 'wierd' people LOL

but ! tis gurl reali amazed me

actuali mayb if go town or wad its normal?

i seldom go out le tts why i find it strange?

mayb tis is the fashion now?!

actuali its nuthin special its jus her dressing

if u separate everything

its all trendy

but if u put everithin tgt it looks wierd to me

wad she wore:

. super tight and short top

. a quite short black shorts

. black full stocking with checkered design (semi transparent kind)

. a pair of red sparkling shoe

. a super big squarish bag

. a super big earphone - those dat covers ur entire ear

. a stick of cig in her hands

. smoke comin out of her mouth

its like. mixin all kinda looks?

the cool looks

the punk looks

the old school looks

the style rockish looks

the sexy looks

the bad girl looks

wad de hell?

so greedy?

i din manage to see her face

thou i dun need to

its 'eee' enough le

hmm... perhaps tis is the trend now?

jus tt i duno?

but to me

no matter wad trend it is

the most impt ting is to look good wad! ritE?!

dere's once i see a normal girl

dressing old school kind

adding to her 'old school'

she wore a super big specs

it looks like its covering the entire cheek?

i noe she wans the 'nerd' look *roll eyes*

ok, it looks style

but it definitely doesnt look appealing to me.. zzz

ok! jus sae tt i cant appreciate such tings!

Dazzle Forever

2007-11-20T15:02:00.000+08:00

my bf house's internet had been cut since duno when zzz
dey are lucky i found them a PS 2
or esle dey are all gonna rot like hell!

hMm Sunday 18th November
Dairy Farm's Dinner & Dance
people from Guardian, 7-11, Cold Storage and Giant are there!
its at Suntec Convention Hall
so grand and so cooL!~
there were performances by Hossan Leong and Tim Sum Dollies LOL
i do my own makeups
wore da dress i alwaes wear whenever dere's an event lol
went to da salon to curl my hair!
i feel so prettie dat day
i kept lookin into da mirror!
i feel that i've never seen myself so prettie before!
but i tink u guys see pictures shud be find it no difference bah LOL
i spent so much on cab dat night *ouch*
Performances were not bad, quite entertaining
food is so-so, didnt made me full though
nuthin much
to me D&D is jus a reason to DA BAN!! WOO!
oh ya. at least joyice got something from the lucky draw LOL
END of entry! onli pictures!

pictures pictures !!

did u notice my complexion?
its damn flawless la!
despite me undergoing the first day of my period tt day
dere're actuali quite a few pimples
and my complexion suck
tis is the power of makeups!
i'm so proud of it! =D

curls!

2007-11-18T14:06:00.000+08:00

i finally got the booklet for my hair model le
thanks to jojo!
duno how she did it
she she got it! haha

nuthin to post about.
so i shall show u guys my curl!
i curl my hair almos everiday now
though its not veri professional
but its nicer dan its straight ba!

tadah~

ok! later i got D&D
though its onli 2pm now LOL!
i need alot of times for preparation!

extension

2007-11-13T16:38:00.000+08:00

AAAAAA
*clears spideyweb*
no time + lazy = no updates =X
workin workin and workin
other dan dat is gatherin wif some ite classmates
going JB to shop and do nails
went to do hair extension
tis comin sundae is my D&D ~

okiie.
nuthin much to say
jus some photos to share
put 80 bunch of hair on my own hair
looks cool
cuz i dun recallin havin such a long hair before
BUT! it makes bathin such a dreadful chore!
its so hard to shampoo
makes me feel tt my scalp are unclean z z z z z
ai sui mai mia lah
after researchin and jojo's recommendation
went to do it at Vain at City Plaza
love doin nails at JB so neat and nice!

and my hair~

'

a new look!
i'm gonna curl it on my D&D day!

972 contest

2007-10-26T10:10:00.000+08:00

okay, i actuali didnt wanna announce tis de
but i feel so xintong and sad ~ sniff
went to mediacorp to participate in the singing contest
it is to celebrate drama 25th yr de
so i went in top 16
and went mediacorp again for recording
we hab to draw lots
and dat lot will deicide hu u're competing with
so oso depends on luck lahs

i feel tt i din do veri well for my recording
i record a copy of me and my competitor
duno shud post it here mah
hear le cfm noe result is like dat ba
so result is he win lo..
sad is becuz i feel tt i hab the chance to win de
the judges praised dat i hab a sweet and nice voice
but i chose wrong song
i never hear wad dey say
cuz i threw the mp3 to my bf ask him listen result den tell me
cuz i didnt dare to
so tis is wad my bf sms me
'they say ur voice very sweet very nice.
say its hard fight. diya say u should sing like cai jian ya de.
they say u choose wrong song!
this song more suitable for guys so u lose out.'
so i shud feel hapie? thou i lost
but i still got some recognition?
i called my bf
he sae those judges actuali sae dey dun reali like the guy singing pattern
i hab the chance de lo.
DAMN! its alwaes like dat
AARRRRGGGHHHH~!!! so sad!
anyway recording is fun experience
i will continue! will succeed!

STRONG

2007-10-23T09:45:00.000+08:00

I AM STRONG!

no matter how bad tings goes

or how many bad tings occur

it will pass in no time!

after heavy rain

sun and rainbow will appear!

i hab to keep thoughts strong!

thoughts are things!

everything will definitely turn out ok!

okiie one piece of gud news to share

finally sumone is willing to grant loan to my mum

i heard tt my mum finally met MP

and we can move house le!

though i duno when

by yr end bahs LOL

i will earn money to decorate my room!

thoughts are things!

I AM HAPPY!

working adult

2007-10-21T17:27:00.000+08:00

oh gosh..i haven touch the com for fcukin 6 days!
i feeel kinda no life
and weekends are soooo short
it has alwaes been 7 days 24 hrs weeekends to me
and its no longer the same......
startin workin at RP as admin since monday
its a 1 month job
i slept super earli everiday
tryin hard to get use to office life
but i still feel so tired
perhaps my 12 hrs slp per day reali affects me alot LOL
though its no life
but it means money too!
anyway.. work dere is gud
the environment is good too
i dun mind workin dere for long bahs
see how it goes lo..

rmb abt the mission i mentioned
i went to participate in some stuff lah
dun wish to go into details
got in at first
but *boom* no more le
wadever lahs...
some pictures to xing shang

dar hair longer le
thou still as curly it is
but i managed to style it lo!
see my jie zuo!

received good comments ok!

got wei dao bah~

saw 3 cute lil kittens downstair my house
sooooo cute and skinny lah!
feel like bringin home LOL
but my mum wudnt agree to it >.<

14th sunday was my hair model show

it was a reali tiring, hectic, yet interestin experience

reached dere in the mornin at 10 plus

rehearsals, makeups, hairdos, costumes, nails..

damn luan but first time participate in tis kinda event

can say is big open eye world lo

dint reali take alot pics lahs

not veri close wif people dere

scary bahhs..
so ugli la!
canot even put double eyelid tape SNIFF

jojo and me
incase u guys cant recognise

a few shots of me at my workplace

wads tt on the whiteboard?

saturday went to vocal class as usual..

tis saturday is quite boring
after class we went to eat
den went to jp mac and slack
den i play abit pool den home le
everi saturdays might be boring frm nw on..

slackin at mac was real boring

serene's version of piinguo

meimei's version of piinguo

brown brown piinguo

blue blue piinguo

overdues

2007-10-10T03:22:00.000+08:00

ohhh.. my goshs...
had been realli lazy to update LOL

oooo i look like i've got short hair!

ok..
duno wad date
i forgot le
had dinner wif qian merry and xinyi

went to eat at Suntec's Sizzler
when we stepped in
we realise no one inside
we're the onli ones LOL
so long no see them le lahs
we've grown up~
veri different de feelings
but still~ its gud feelin aahh~

qian

xinyi

and i realise no hab merry de pic LOL

nah merry and qian

at Sizzler wif our pressies~

these are presents for me and xinyi
packaging made by merry tan
look professional rite~
HAHAHA NAFA student jiu shi bu yi yang

we are super duper hungri la
but before we get our food
sure mus take abit pic first one wahaHAAH

after Sizzler and abit of walk
we went to Burger King to drink and sit down and chill
so when gurls sit tgt
confirm is 'jeekah' 'jeekah' le lo

due to alot of unglam and gross pics
i hab to make all to mini size to save abit of our reputation
hahahas! LOL BLEH

after chilling awhile den go le lo
qian went to MOS
while me and merry go xinyi place awhile to rot

sorry i've got nuthin much to sae
all these stuff so long ago
now den i blog zzzzz

my pressie de photoshoot

next day was Friday
went to ktv wif dar and his sister jojo
my voice wasnt veri good
so abit sian nor

now a series of act cute pictures
everione playin dota den i too bored le
duo duo yuan liang

so cute la. like real dog LOL

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these are real lashes ok!! i oredi took off the fake ones!

Tues went chevron ktv again
my voice wasnt completely fine
so standard quite poor

after singing
we WALKED fron chevron to nearby jurongville sec
omg la~
jus to eat prata *clap*
duno hu suggested ZZZ
den after eatin took cab home

Saturday vocal class
mr ernest got sth on canot come
so mr baron took over
as predicted, abit bored =x
aftertt we went to Marina Bay to hab our dinner!

after dinner's event was movie time
watched Ball Of Fury
its quite funny
but the content feel empty to me
but enjoy it thou

sunday went to eat Suki Sushi!!
there's dar jojo and deir brother kelvin
ever since i ate Suki i tink i wun eat Sakae le bah
not Suki is super nice
jus tt Suki got more varieties
thou its more expensive dan Sakae
u can eat ani coloured plates 4.90 and below
and i love deir soft shell crab!! *drools*

Monday pei Serene cut and dye hair at China Square
sounds like everidae i'm out LOL

too bored and hungri
so took pics to distract myself!

after her session
we went to mac to eat

i realised i more n more zi lian liaos
the amt of pics i upload
hand soft arh~
and i didnt upload all lo
too lazy omgoshx

my fav garlic chilli~

Serene's end result!
i quite like the cut
cuz her hair alwaes look heavy and oily to me
but now it seems lighter!
and her fringe alwaes look dead
nw it seems a lil alive~ LOL
SERENE MAINTAIN!!
however i feel tt her colour and highlight
werent obvious enuf for me
aiyah..if u noe me u will noe i like ming xian one..

after eating jiu took train home..

ooo
so sorry
my blog is so boring
even i see le oso feel like slpin
i FINALLY FINISH MY DATA ENTRY
*PHEW*
i tink when i return the book
the lady sure say me LOL
i took damn long time to complete
alwaes delayin and draggin zzz >.<
OKIIE! tmr i'm going on a mission!
WISH ME LUCK
if i succeed i will announce WAHAHHAAHA
thurs mayb going hospital visit qian's bro
fridae hab to go Monsoon Academy
May wanna check if she got to touch up
cut or colour
sat i dunoo if dere's ani activities
sunday is my hair model show at Dragon Fly
try to get prettie pictures
Monday is a big day
my first day work @ Republic Poly
workin as admin
wish me luck~
now i'm goin off to slp soon..buhbiie

busy week

2007-09-21T18:31:00.000+08:00

ohh..so mani overdue posts..
cuz quite busy tis week LOL
cuz its ben xiao jie de sheng ri
so i wish myself hapie bdae!
hahaHas..first ting first..
i wanna list down top 10 fastest bdae sms

1. XinYi ( yEAH! so ps! i'm nt her 1st, i type hao le nv see time alamak )
2. XinHao
3. Jane
4. Xavier ( ps oso! same bdae bt i doze off so sms him 1 dae late )
5. MeiQian
6. CaiFen
7. PeiShan
8. Alex
9. Alisa
10. Joe

hahas! last sat 15th sept
celebrated it wif CEMTA peeps!
duno how to describe how lame dey were
cuz dey actuali wanted to gib me a surprise
but it doesnt end up like a surprise
dey made too mani noises
and it was damn funnie
but appreciated though!
dey 'surprise' me at my house
broke my kitchen vase
present me a yummy cake!

after all tt
we headed to City Harvest Church
my first time dere -.-"
but when i stepped into deir auditorium
reali shocked me
dey're so bloody rich la
bigger dan mediacorp de stage bah
so grand and furnished

i was onli in e middle of e place when i took tt pic
can u imagine?
went dere to support John and Joe in a singing competition

shouted till my voice changed lo
end up Joe got First and $400 bucks
John got Third and $200 bucks
damn! i shud hab tried!
after tt we headed to bugis in cab
to eat steamboat! dey luv it!
alwaes eat de sia!

bu yao huai yi!
tts serene's plate
as usual she took mountains of gold needle mushroom
i noe alot ppl like to eat
but the amount she eat alwaes scares me till now

actuali canot sae is CEMTA celebrate
cuz onli got serene meimei xinhao josh and quantein
but good enuf lahs! =D
after tt we went to look for Joe and John
cuz dey were havin dinner wif their own frens
and ended up in Bugis Mac so slack dere awhile lo

we actuali planned to watch Apartment 1303
but Joe and his sister joinin us for movie
AND!! the ting is!!! Joe dun watch horror film
WTF? so big de guy..funnnie rite?! LOL
i spoilt his reputation! hahahaahs!!!
so bobian we changed to 'I Now Pronounce You Chuck And Larry'
its a funnie show la! so gud oso! hahaa
we watched a 4 30am show LOL
cuz earlier show all onli left front seats
after show all cab back! den end of day!

sundae 16th Sept
went to Suki Sushi wif my bf

first time dere
cuz i alwaes ear Sakae
Suki was more pricey
but more varieties
and i lurve deir Soft Shell Crab! so nicE!
will definitely go dere again
if i hab the cash of cuz LOL

a few pics while i was digestin my full stomach

so cute rite?!
seeing all these pics!
i reali miss my hair now! SOB

17th Sept Monday
actuali meeting xinyi in da afternoon
but due to lotsa delay
we onli managed to meet at around 6 plus
we 1 week plus ago jiu sae hao wan bake cake le
so X---Z--- came to fetch me
thanks to xinyi ! LOL
and we went to Giant at IMM
to buy snacks drinks etc
and headed to her place!

tis is the one we're baking!

firstly pour out the content

squeeze out the syrup

pour in water and oil

put 1 egg ~~on my lap~~ into the bowl
xinyi's masterpiece
more dan half of da egg white landed on my thigh *clap*

stir and pour in any metal tray

lastly of cuz is put in oven!
den tadah! so easy hao le!

u might tink it doesnt look nice
but i tell u
it taste nice! so sweet!

while waiting for the cake to cool down abit
xinyi offer me a chocolate!

so ex de chocolate
i oso bu she de eat
so mus take pic
aniwae i onli ate 1 hor!
got evidence!

tis was wad X---Z--- gave her!
she at first tot it was onli like tt
touch here and dere
den she realised......
it can be open!! COOL

i tink not cheap sia
and i tink it will land itself in da fridge till duno when

tadah!!

so after cake baking
we went to fix Merry-Go-Round!
it was one of da present i gave her
the process of fixing was kinda Vomit-Blood
damn difficult
and the manual is in Chinese WTF?
so after long struggle den we managed to complete it!

glow in da dark!
i hope our frenship is like Merry-Go-Round
turning and turning wifout an end!
ii'm so sweet rite?! =X
before i leave
of cuz mus take some pics lo!

p/s: all da pics on diff day but same outfit
dun tink i'm gross la
i stayin at bf house
no other tops!!

so when i go back to bf house
i oredi tink my bf look abit fishy
cuz he is a super lazy pig
but yet he offer to fetch me from downstairs
i rejected and ask him open door for me jiu hao
den he kip walkin here and there LOL
so when i'm in da room wif him and his brothers
jojo (his mei) enter the room wif a cake!
haHAA! surprisE!!! =)
ok ! quite awkward..hahaAHs!

his youngest brother wanted to wait for me de
but i came back tooo late LOL
so u see him slpin dere

18th Sept Tuesday
jojo won two free tickets for Hairspray!

lucky gurl!
her frens all not free
so she jio me watch wif her. so i agreed!
my bf came along!
so we all meet at Westmall
my concert money come in le
so i'm a lil comfortable now HEES
bought a pair of heels! for 15 bucks!
so now i got 3 pairs of diff height heels! YEAH!
its currently de highest heels i hab
i wore it for one dae and nw i'm havin 2 blisters OUCH
duno tmr wan wear anot
ok! back to topic!
we went to eat at FoodCourt

do dey look alike?
jojo is 18 okiie! i tell alot people
everione shock k!
cuz she's tall and mature-lookin
deir whole familie of 5 siblings all hab a certain features alike
FEIHUA *SLAPS* >.< ~ 19th Sept Wednesday May my hairstylist for the hair model the other time called me and say she need people dere's another show and tis time is a grand event held at Dragon Fly 14th Oct so i found Jojo Joyice and Wirdah wirdah is not willing to cut ani inch of her hair so she went lo~ jojo and joyice were choosen for styling so dey dun need to cut onli dye black i'm choosen to cut wad the zzzz
took pic before i did anitin to my hair

jojo's dyin black in action! LOL

and her end product!

actuali nice rite?
i tink she resemble Jolin!
dere's a period of time Jolin ofo sye black hair
she hairstyle oso kinda lookalike! COOL
my fringe is fcukin short now
abit sad sia
hao bu rong yi grow long
heard praises le
den cut so shhhoooorrrrttt...nnnnnnooooo!
dyed hair, but i tink not veri loud

and my end result

u wun see me havin alot pics le
cuz currentli i take pics hen ugli
SNIFF

20th Sept Thurday
due to the model show
everione hab to hab a photoshop
its reali an interestin experience for me!
its somethin like a makeover!
u make ur hair
got makeup artist
den take pictures!
alot lightings! got fan! got people spray water!
den the photographer will like
'turn left! look up! ok! stare! ok! hen mei! hold!' JEEKIAH!
'spread ur legs! look down! tilt up! ok! hold!' JEEKIAH
cool man! how i hope can take alot pics! LOL
sumthing tt makes me hapie is......
the photographer praised me
i'm the last model to shoot
whenever he describe a pose
i immediately pose it and gave him the expression he wans
and clearly he's veri satisfied
he raised his hands and gave me a 'good' sign
so my confidence came!
he came over and adjust my hair
and said 'u're very good'
i didnt respond cuz i'm nervous
and he added 'hey, i seldom praise people'
and i said thanks wif a smile ! =) so happi
after a few shoots
he came over again
tis time he said
'dey told me its enuf and alot le, but i xing shang u,
so now u zi you fa hui, and i will jus snap,
so i'm letting u hab a few more shoots'
and i thanks him wif graditude!
den i look around his studio
he got take alot shots for artiste
like FannWong Li Ming Shun and etc
he even appeared at newspaper before
so i'm so touched tt he noticed me!
i'm actuali veri low confidence de
cuz all the models dere veri prettie
some from model agencies de

aftertt i went to see me pics
tot its veri nice
to me shock
all look so fat!!
but canot be blamed la
I AM FAT! especially my face
but he said 'fat can edit slim
wads impt is the expression and feelings, canot be edited and added'
WAH~ SSSSSSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOO ZHUAI le me!!!
nande i rec praises
let me show off abit more la k!! =D

tis is the kinda looks lo
tis is before i do my hair

tis is my stylist MaY!
for this show i'll be getting 400 monsoon vouchers WOO!
and it might appear in magazine

May bought rocher for me!
so sweet of her!
none of the stylists bought anitin for deir models k!
ok enuf of all these le

now are pictures of presents!

tis is from Serene and MeiMei

AND

from Guardian

from XinHao

from XinYi
a picture diary of our frenship
for the past 7 yrs

from my bf~

so i wanna thanks EVERIONE
hu wish me bdae
celebrate
or bought my stuffs!
GREATLY APPRECIATED!! THANKS!! hapie me!

i noe its a duper long entry

i oso pukin blood le

i haven eat aniting since i wake

zzz gone to eat dinner le!

hapie day everione!

random

2007-09-12T03:48:00.000+08:00

soo bored la..
recentli i became a 'zai nu'
meaning gurl tt stay at home LOL
so dun reali update

due to ytd's taiji
i makeup all finish le
cannot jus clean it off ma!
so i took some pictures
reali hard to smile when u're angri sia LOL
so nuthin much to tok abt la
onli a few pics
a few overly exposed pics HAHAHA

todae met dar after his work
so we went to jp's Fish & Co for our dinner
went to a few places
i realised jp's outlet is the
'most not recommended'
gave them a few chances le
the service is good
but the food wise is a lil poorer
well..
the purpose of this entry is cuz
my bf sae mus let all noe
cuz later he scared people tink
he never treat me for my bbdae
mayb cuz he noe i alwaes bad mouth him
sayin tt we 9 mth den watch first movie
seldom go out
he veri poor..etc..LOL
so todae is pre bdae treat
i tink sundae still gt HAHAH

FCUKIN PISSED

2007-09-10T15:10:00.001+08:00

SERIOUSLY U GUYS CANOT IMAGINE HOW PISSED I AM NOW

ALEX = ASSHOLE

ASSHOLE ASKED ME IF I'M INTERESTED IN A JOB
AND SO I'M INTERESTED
AND HE WAS SUPPOSE TO MEET ME TODAE
TO GO DOWN FOR AN INTERVIEW
I SLEPT AT 7 PLUS TIS MORNING
SO I WAS BLOODY TIRED JUS NOW
SUPPOSED TO WAKE AT 12 30
BUT I ONLI MANAGED TO FORCE MYSELF UP AT 1 15
DIDNT WANNA LEAVE A BAD IMPRESSION
SO I REALI RUSHED UP
PEOLPE HU NOE ME NOES TT I PREPARE VERI LONG ONE
I SMSED TIS ASSHOLE "I LEAVE HOUSE LET YOU NOE"
AND HE REPLIED "OK"
I AM SUPPOSE TO TAKE 502 DEN MISS CALL HIM
AND HE BOARD AT HIS PLACE
I SMSED HIM WHEN I LEAVE HOUSE
BUT I RECEIVE NO REPLY
SO I WALK UNDER THE DRIZZLING RAIN TO THE BUS STOP
I BLASTED HIS PHONE LIKE HELL
BUT NO ONE PICKED UP
LUCKILY I DIDNT BOARD THE BUS
FREAKIN HELL
I WAITED AT THE BUS STOP FOR NEARLY AN HOUR
AND EVERIONE NOE TT I HATE TO WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CALL HIM TILL MY PHONE LOW BATT
I SWEAR! TIS IS THE FIRST TIME SOMEONE PUT ME AEROPLANE
IS TT JOB SO BIG DEAL?
TT HE HAB TO HUMILIATE ME TIS WAY?!
DO U NOE HOW TEDIOUS IT IS FOR ME TO
WAKE UP, BATHE, WEAR CONTACT, MAKEUP, MAKE HAIR
AND EVEN PUT PERFUME?!??!!
WAH.......THE MORE I SAY THE MORE CRAZY I'M GETTING
HE EVEN JIO ME GO KBOX LAST NITE
AND I DIDNT WAN TO GO
AND I BELIEVE I SLEPT LATER DAN HIM LA
FUCKING HELL
HE EVEN ASK ME IF WAN EAT LUNCH BEFORE WE GO
BUT I SAE SEE FIRST CUZ I SCARED I CANT WAKE
ISNT IT STUPID TO DO ALL TIS?!?!??!
I FEEL LIKE AN EXTREME FOOL

I REALI FEEL LIKE SKINNING HIM ALIVE.

AMK Hub Pfm

2007-08-31T01:23:00.000+08:00

YOYOYO
actuali wanted to wait till i got aifa's video
which the clearest and highest quality
but oredi soooo mani daes le
so i guess i post wad i hab first
mayb when i get tt i will add in lo

25th August Saturday
i've had a performance at AMK Hub
singing Never Let You Go by Janice
i very put heart to da ban okie!
11plus jiu reach Clementi ITE wif Serene liaos
practised High School Musical for Sunday's Pfm
btw i next dae muscle ache..lols..
bla bla bla
practised my own song for a few times
wasted alot time
den ask Shima help me make hair again! LOL
she's a pro lahs!
den jiu seat Mr Baron's car dere =x
reach dere oso quite late le lo

dere's alot people i wanna thank
thank mojo xinyi merry xingzhao for coming
merry cant make it cuz she busy
bt she tried so hard to come cuz she noe i need dcam
so i thank bong oso for fetchin her here LOL
xinyi finish work jiu rush come see me!
xingzhao...i duno why he suddenli appear..AHHAHA
thank mojo for showing his face la...hhhaaa..
thank my bf for comin down from boon lay jus to see me
thank cemta frens for supporting me dere
and gave me advices each time we practises
thank serene for supporting me whenever i got pfmses
thank mr baron for giving me opportunities
lastly..thank ALL people hu are concern abt me!
i'm so loved! THANK YOU!

sooo satisfied wif my pfm
it might not seem very good
but i can feel the improvement
and i reali enjoy every moments on stage
when everione are listenin to u attentively
and the response u get after everiting
its like a kinda recognition
tt all ur hardwork are paid off!
so shuang la..hard to xing rong..

ok..enuf of fei hua bahhs..
din reali take alot of pics actuali
jus a few..

my hair tt shima tied..

Shima me and Nad

me and Joseph

i got 2 version of video now
one is merry's de
better sound quality
but in the middle got abit never record dao
second is serene de
whole ting
but poorer sound quality cuz is hp record de
i will upload both! choose ur preferences~!

merry de

serene de

lastly wanna share 2 video i caught on youtube
so cuuteee la

OMG SO CUTE!!!!!!
HER MAMA SO SHOCK!!

so SAD LA!!!
i feel like cryin when i saw tis commercial
i'm so emo recentli
cuz my aunt visit me jus now.. damn

Serene + Elaine Pfm

2007-08-27T03:43:00.000+08:00

hi everyone its me

HAHA..
Aug 24th which is a FridAy
went to Ang Mo Kio Hub to support CEMTA
met serene xinhao and elaine and went tgt
actuali wanted to wake earli
den prepare go serene's place to help her wif her stuff de
but despite waking earli
i still take a veri long time prepare haha
end up is still serene come to my place to wait for me la
standard man..

took mrt dere
DUH! hahaas..
now my fringe longer le
so i start to like it le
mayb i'm gonna keep it tis way

serene brought her dcam
but she say its kinda spoiled
so in order to see whether if its spoil
take picS!!

journey is so far yet so near
and i went dere continuously 3 days
travelling fees caused my pocket to hab a big hole

once we reached dere
we first attack deir basement 2
which is the food paradise!!
HAHAHHA .. lotsa 'small eat' dere!!
first time to AMK Hub
and i find it quite big
quite can shop!
i bought Goreng Pisang to share wif them
and trust me! its damn delicious!!!!
so crispy, sweet and juicy.. omg..
serene bought honey roast chicken to share
which is delicious too!! hahhahss.
perhaps we're jus too hungri =x

reached dere quite earli
to familiarise the environment

ok! so lame -.-"

event starts at 7pm
no delays, very smooth
Serene and Elaine's Performance was quite nice
veri smooth and pleasant
though dey said dey sang wrong lyrics
which i didnt get to notice
well, well done gurls!

Elaine & Serene

thats Serene's meimei
not blood sister la
she dun look like Singaporean at all
but i swear she hab super lotsa long hairs on her arms LOL
she's cute lahs
she came down to support Serene without even informin her
hahasss...

me & Serene

me & Elaine

me & her meimei! lols

welllllll....
Saturday was my show
but i dun hab my video yet
so i'm not gonna blog about it yet!
i'm ssssooooooooooooooo satisfied wif my performance..
stay tuned..

down

2007-08-24T04:32:00.001+08:00

i looked at myself in da mirror
onli to realise i'm lookin so frail & liveless
where has all my vibrant & colours went?
wad is the meaning and purpose of living?
to enjoy hapi moments & suffer bad ones
so wads the point of it?
i feel ... empty?
mayb its gud being empty
mayb i'll feel even worse if i feel full
LOL i can joke
*roll eyes*
tings shud be looked the bright side?
den wad abt the dark?
neglect it?
seriously i duno wad the crap am i bullshiting about
hab been staring at the com screen for the past 1 hr
jus dun feel like slpin sadly lame

sumtin amusing
if u hab never gain sumtin in the first place
den u will never lose it
den why if u gain and lost it
u feel upset?
losing it is jus going all back to normal when u dun hab it
but humans are created in a funny way

actuali i'm aware tt i'm jus going thru
a once in a month bu-shuang-tingy
but i've been in pms mode for too long le bahhs
DAMN, tis month is damn late
wad are dey waiting for?
i alwaes hab super long pms
so actuali i tink i onli had it 11 times per yr i guess
zzz so wu liaos.

saturdae jiu shi my performance le
tryin hard to look best like alwaes
not alot people comin down to watch
as i kept it quite low
didnt reali tink i sing my song well
aniwae, jus a couple of supporters will doooo..
wish me luck den

dover pfm + pics

2007-08-14T01:22:00.000+08:00

8th of August
went to dover to sing
some sorta pre-national event
its my first time to perform at Dover
and i tink i'll avoid going dere le
its like School Of Perverts lah
i tink Dover has too little gurls

morning was late
wanted to take cab
but so mani other people waiting!
so i bo bian take bus and train
Xavier is so gud!
i so scared go alone
cuz alone perverted guys
so he waited for me for quite long

performance was soso onli
but response was veri gud of cuz *roll eyes*
i haven even started singing
i hear wolf cries le
i wonder if anione did pay attention to my voice lo
so lame..all the while i singing
audiences were making fun
whistle, wave hands somore got people shout 'wo ai ni'
wah piang.. i tink i havin mini concert..zzz..
Hussein purposely kip holdin my hands
i tink audiences wanna rush up and hack him into pieces le
so kong bu man

at backstage..

whole event was damn horrible
like primary sch event
still got sing along session
ji tao throw face till siao
pls hab sum creativity next time
damn boring and idiotic

after tt me and xavier went to clementi
to support serene elaine xh and rocky lo

after deir performances
we actuali intended to go Westmall
to hab our lunch
but duno which gundoo sae take 188 gt reach
and we ended up at Lot 1! WOO! (._.x )

as u can see
i'm still not used to my funny hair
kip having holes in between!
it irritates me alot la!
so ma fan kip hab to look into mirror
i wun sae cut veri ugli lah
it jus emphasizes my round face
tts bad enuf >.<

todae pei Serene go Kr+ cut hair

she go be deir hair model

u noe dere cut hair need how much?

freaking $79 wtf?

but her hair didnt do much changes

except to the length

but i tink she oso canot accept too much changes LOL

before we went dere her parents treat me to my lunch + dinner

so feng fu lah!

dey are such humorous parents! HAHA

in her parents car...

her hair stylist cut till me and her wanna slp
he cut super man dong zuo
so to kip myself awake
i take photos

lastly...
my prettiest pic..

i tink i manage my hair better le
duno by roadshow will become wad shit..

overdue posts

2007-08-08T01:10:00.001+08:00

i've got too many overdue posts le
oso dun hab mood to elaborate much le
so pictures onli!

Graduation Performance at University Convention Centre 24 July

Balestier ITE Sex Campaign Performance 26 July

Mini Performance at Clementi ITE 3 August

4 Aug CEMTA Outing

result of outing

7 Aug Hair Modelling

Before...

after makeup

after everiting

my new look

such a short fringe
anione save me?
i tink i'm gonna spend more time preparing everidae le
big round apple >.<

smart bah?

concert + kor's bdae

2007-07-17T01:28:00.000+08:00

as wad my bf sae
i'm sucha lazy fat pig
concert pass a few daes le
i now den come blog =x
anyway..duno is success mahs lei
dere're negative and positives comments?
well..at least i tink i've got more positive ones =D
i thank everione hu came down to support
and those hu gave jing shen shang de zhi chi. LOL

aniway, one thing at a time!

arnd a month ago i spree for a pair of heels
and it finally arrived
i'm so excited la..BUT
see da shoes for urself!!

aahhh! so unfair! Y is he so charming white? N i'm so yellow *crys*

omg. hw to wear? heartpain sia
so i contacted the spree organiser
and showed her pictures
she contacted the seller
dey apologise and decided to refund me 230NT
i bought it for 280NT
so i paid arnd 2 bucks for tis shoe
and let it go lo

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last tues asked xinyi to pei me
i need to look for a blue top for my concert
went to Paya Lebar's City Plaza to walk
my mama de hao jie shao lah
dere is super lot of variety
but the prices are soo steep lah
in the end i anihow buy one super ugli de
and i tink i wun be wearin it animore

some pictures~

supposed to meet merry at jp
but we met each other on train
so qiao! LOL
and we went to swensen to hab our lunch/dinner

never take alot pics
hahahas..cuz not nice lahs!

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on wed went to simei to hab rehearsal
seriously i tink dey shud hab rehearsals earlier
not on the dae before -.-"

aniwae~ some pictures

after rehearsal
ate dinner jiu head home le
still got a big dae tmr!
dun tot i never do anitin to prepare!~
i did an expensive mask before i slept ok!

its da Nu Ren Wo Zui Da jelly mask!

its damn cool!
i've never done tis kinda mask before
its reali like jelly!
and it smells nice okiie!

bing bing liang liang~

woke up at arnd 530am
i tink i dyin LOL
prepare, makeups, blabla
serene came to my place for the sake of her falsies
hahha..and off we head to simei..

we were provided wif lotsa coupons
tt we cant finish it lahs! haha
the routine is like
eat, practise, eat, practise
and here comes the exciting part
*drumroll* I FELL!
when practising 'Is This Illusion Call Love'
were supposed to walk down the stairs quickly
and i missed a step! BOO!!
i tink damn paiseh lah, duno got zao geng mah

took on da dae i fell

took now, i admit i peeled it =P

pain lahs..
these few daes i sleep
kip knockin it zzzz
aniwae!! show still goes on!!
some pics wif a few peeps

meimei & me

aidil & me

the zhao xing makes me feel like i'm a cheerleader LOL

i'm so guilty! i duno his name >.<

me & khahlil

amanda & me
alot ppl sae we look alike, i did her makeup k!

elaine & me

eveeryone slackin, zzz

jus before show start
went to pass qian dey all tix

ps, i noe shan dun look gud in tis pic, bt tis is e onli pic taken wif her!

wanling & me

some screenshots of da performancE!

Seasons Of Love

Is This Illusion Call Love, me holdin mic!

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star

i received a ~~'little'~~ cute fliower!!!
HAHA! so big dat i take everiwhere
people are lookin at me!

for the benefit of those hu cant make it
but is curious of my performance?
TADAH~

actuali alot ppl sae i did much better dan rehearsals
but i oso get negative comments
like i'm singing opera *roll eyes*
aniwae, tis is consider my first solo ever
and i reali enjoyed the feelin!!
its damn high la! and i hope for morE!

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next ting!
i wanna congratulate Mr Tan Zijian
for being norminated for the Best Soldier of February
got thru the interview and won the award!!

a big and heavy one -.-"

a certificate!

he is alwaes the one who did the most
the one who is most tired
so he deserve tis!
*clap clap*

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todae is 16 os July
which means ytd is my ex dad's bdae
and todae is my Brother's BDAE!!!
HAPPIE BDAE BRO!
u're 24 LIAO ok?!
so my mum decided to treat us to OASIS
incase alot ppl duno
it is a veri inaccessible place in Kallang
a restaurant selling Teochew Porridge
alot memories dere
cuz my whole family visit dere
almos everi week in da past
tts why my family is still in a 'whole'

heard tt its gonna tear down soon
mayb somewhere in October
cuz duno wan build wad ting dere
its near de Indoor Stadium
so anione interested mus faster!

korkor and mummie

korkor & me!

we purposely chose a window seat
like wad we alwaes did in da past! LOL

actuali alot of tings changes
but the night view didnt
it is still as spectacular
so chio in da night

everione was damn hungri lo
finally the dishes came!
*YUMMY*

tis was so gross
it was recommended by my bf
he sae come here mus eat dis de
its raw cockles in bloody sauce
yucks.

barely after 20 minutes...

last but not least!
photo wif lions!
dey were dere since i was young!!

omg..tis entry almost killed me
my neck is aching!

aaa..sad..

2007-07-13T23:39:00.000+08:00

actuali wanted to blog abt a few stuff
but abit no mood le lei
alot ppl complimented me on my performance ytd
but i heard tt some instructors were present ytd
and dey din reali favour my performance
i tot i did quite a gud job
but yet its not reali gud to people
abit disappointed lo >.<
i'll try to improve more lo...

journey to simei ITE

2007-07-09T02:42:00.000+08:00

incase anione need help for tis

there are a few ways

One:
take mrt to Tanah Merah
walk down the escalator and turn right
u will see a bus stop
take bus number 31
the bus will go straight all the way
den it will turn left
when it is turning left
u can press the bell and prepare to alight le
cross the overhead bridge
and tadah! u've reached!

Two:
take mrt to Simei
walk down the escalator
walk straight all the way and cross a road
continue to head straight
after walkin quite a distance
u will cross one more road
den u will confirm see my sch buildin le
tis choice is for people hu wanna save transport fee
but hab to walk

Three:
take mrt to Tampines
walk to the interchange
take 31
its veri hard to describe the route
but u can ask uncle where to alight
tis choice is for people
hu dun wanna climb overhead bridge
it will alight at the same with method One
but is opposite

if u mi lu wad to do?
veri simple..
scream for help LOL
kiddin lahs..
so jian dan
cor me lo..

vanessa bdae

2007-07-08T20:08:00.000+08:00

thurs after work
met up wif serena and merry to shake leg
aftertt went to merry's place
me and qian help merry makeover LOL
and she becum super duper chio man!
both of us kip sayin 'ni hen mei'
sounds so les? HAHAHA
reali veri prettie
jus tt she SUPER lazy to da ban lo
in da morning den head home
my G&G lenses finally came!
i feel so prettie again!!

veri prettie lo
but me and qian both tink tt
the camera does nt justify it >.<

we are the last to reach
people for the day are
vanessa quentein xinhao
tendious serene meimei & me!
went to eat steamboat

a pic of vanessa
i tink tis pic take till veri ugli
she's prettier of cuz

i'm diggin my grave
cuz beside her
my eyes look so small
my nose look so flat zzz

meimei and serene

after tt was a bit of walkin arnd
den we decided to go to starbucks
to hab the brownie(replacement of cake) eaten

went home aftertt
a short dae outside hahahs.
went to serene place to ton
on da way home...

xinhao and serene

i've taught serene to wear contacts!
and tis is her first contacts!
SkyBlue wOo~

my super big eye! HAHAHA

we slept at 5 plus
and woke at 730
was dyin sia
on bus to Clementi ITE to hab our vocal class
serene so weida LOL
she need to reach at 1
but to pei me and elaine
she reached at 1030
from my house to school
journey was super long
but nw gt ppl pei
like shorter liao hahahs
a series of pics by 2 wuliao charbor

ok i admit

we veri boliao

close eyes oso wan take LOL

lame pictures

after lesson went town to hab dinner
by then i'm oredi half dead
3 daes add up to less dan 10 hours slp
so i'm super shag
ytd dere's a cosplay party sumwhere at orchard
we saw alot of cute cute cosplay people
when we were about to head home
guess hu we saw!
Naruto, Itachi, Rock Lee and Kisame
SO CUTE and cOOL!
i wonder how much dey spent on deir costume
serene went to take pics wif them!

Naruto

he even hab tis wif him! omg

mayb he wanna summon his small froggy

Kisame

Rock Lee

Itachi

so ke ai rite? LOL
aftertt i heard a crunchy sound
and i saw an auntie eatin an apple on train -.-"

i still havin prepare my clothes for da concert
lazy and dun hab blue top
aaaaaaaasssssssssss

and i'm startin to hate my hair

when den i can cut!?!??!

super broke zzzz

update of spree + xinyi's model

2007-07-04T01:04:00.000+08:00

last night went to overnight at raine's place
so tt todae go be her model more fang bian
end up onli doing mask..electric treatment and make ups
cant do waxing cuz not enuf equipment
cant do manicure and pedicure cuz of my illness

***all bout' my illness***

people close to me knows my stupid bad habit
peeling and biting of skin
i now den realise all tis happens wif a cause
ytd i went to the doctor
as recentli there's sumthin wrong wif my lips
it swells and crack
jus total disgust lo
doctor said its eczema

definition from www.dictionary.com

eczema
A noncontagious inflammation of the skin, characterized chiefly by redness, itching, and the outbreak of lesions that may discharge serous matter and become encrusted and scaly.

well..dun be shocked!
cuz i'm not as kong bu as the dictionary saes lo
not very sure wad it is
but all i know is
* it wun recover, it will be with me forever
* its connected with asthma, so i'm asked to becareful now

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back to story
so when i reach her beauty school
i feel as though i'm abt to hab a surgury LOL
but too bad i'm allow to take pic for the process

on da way dere

u noe why mus take cab?
becuz she is carryin a lugguage
u tink i exagerate?
NO!! its damn kua zhang when i saw it

pics of preparations

yay! i get free treatment! LOL
thanks to xinyi
i tink she still needs model for her comin exam
after tt we ate dinner at burgerking
and met alex and his gf, hong guang and angela
and xinyi's mum took me hg and angela home!

last sat went out with CEMTA people after class
did nuthin much
ate kopitiam den sang party world aftertt
i seriously is super broke now
so jus some pics to xing shang bah
a common guy in da pic
ignore him
i cant help it
he is alwaes super zi lian

serene and quentein

meimei and xinhao

denise and xinhao

quentein xinhao and josh

quantein serene and josh

me and serene, ke ai bah!

lame joker

AHHHHHHHH!!!! i type post halfway
xinyi suddenli tell me i left my contacts wif her!!!!!
how am i suppose to go work tmr!!!
SNIF!!!!
blind mice for one more day zzz

tmr after work i'll be collecting G&G lenses
arrived le finally! so will be distributing soon!
thurs i'll be collecting NuRenWoZuiDa de mascara and eyeliner
so be patient guys!

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My concert is fixed
Date : 12 July 2007
Time : 7pm
Location : Simei ITE Auditorium
Price : $4 per ticket

tis concert will be brought to u by ITE CEMTA
Centre of the Music and The Arts
there will be
* Solo and group singing by our Vocal Development
* Malay Dance
* Band performance by Fusion

i will be performing a solo
i will be singing a song dat u guys hear le will stun de
curious? come and listen lo

Come support! anione interested can email me at
appletanhp@yahoo.com.sg

Current Confirmed List

1. Raine
2. Serena
3. Merry
4. Zijian
5. Joe
6. Joe de fren
7. Mummy
8. Caifen

Concert

2007-07-03T16:20:00.000+08:00

My concert is fixed
Date : 12 July 2007
Time : 7pm
Location : Simei ITE Auditorium
Price : $4 per ticket

tis concert will be brought to u by ITE CEMTA
Centre of the Music and The Arts
there will be
* Solo and group singing by our Vocal Development
* Malay Dance
* Band performance by Fusion

i will be performing a solo

Come support! anione interested can email me at
appletanhp@yahoo.com.sg

Current Confirmed List

1. Raine
2. Serena
3. Merry
4. Zijian
5. Joe
6. Joe de fren
7. Mummy

shopping spree

2007-06-08T16:29:00.000+08:00

recentli wanna buy alot stuff from spree
so i gonna post wad i spree-in
if anione interested can let me noe
i can help u guys place order LOL

First definitely is my G&G contact lens

tis contact lens heard tt is using by alot of artiste

i personally wear before
still alrite
jus tt hab to clean it twice a week
and no.3 is the one i used
i tink shud be getting back same colour bah

this spree ends at : 11 June
Price per pair : SGD40 (includes shipping but not local postage)

Second is Shimmer Pearl Eyeliner

few weeks ago got tis spree
but i missed it
now i saw it again
so gotta buy
hahaha
can be use around the eye like an eyeliner

this sprees end at : 16 June
Price per pen : SGD3 (includes shipping but not local postage)

rest of the item i'm not buying
but its wif the same spree organiser
Crystal Collagen Mask
highly recommended by Nu Ren Wo Zui Da
and Mei Li Yi Neng Jie

Functions of Mask

* PomeGranate = Whitening and Lighterning spots/scars (sallow skin)(dark eye circle)
* Pearl = Hydrating and Brightening (sallow skin)
* Aloe Vera = Oil control and Acne prevention (oily skin)
* Red Wine = Moisturising and Anti wrinkle (anti aging)
* Orange Vita C = Pore cleansing, Minimizing and Tightening (oiky skin)
* Seaweed = Hydrating and Oil control (oily skin)
* Lemon = Brightening (sallow skin) (dark eye circle)
* Grape = Anti imflammation and Soothing of Imflammed skin (sensitive skin)

this spree ends at : 16 June
price per mask : SGD4 (includes shipping but not local postage)

Next is Charming Cat Waterproof Mascara
i'm oso not buyin bahs
hab not finish usin mine yet
highly recommended by Nu Ren Wo Zui Da
*water resistance
*black
*11ml

this spree ends at : 16 June
price per stick : SGD4 (includes shipping but not local postage)

Next is Eye Brow Gadget
heard tt its selling outside at $7.50
its to help u trim ur eyebrow easier

this spree ends at : 16 June
price per stick : SGD3.50 (includes shipping but not local postage)

last from tis supplier is
Hair Fringe Maker
highly recommended in Mei Li Yi Neng Jie

to use it:
1. Wet ur fringe with water or styling gel
2. CLip on the fringe ,clip in a downward direction on ur fringe.
3. Use a hairdryer to blow it dry
4. After blowin with hot air,switch the hairdryer to cold mode n blow it again for more lasting natural n great looking fringe.
* Even if u dont use a hairdryer,u can also style ur fringe. just clip on the fringe clip,wait for it to dry then remove it.

this spree ends at : 16 June
price per stick : SGD5 (includes shipping but not local postage)

Next spree is Nu Ren Wo Zui Da de products
first is Cellulite Massaging Glove
i'm gonna buy tis
cuz my bf oso interested

Get rid of cellulite through massage.
Better & faster effects when you combine with slimming cream/gel

Recommended places to use：Tummy, waist area, butt, thighs

You can use it even when showering.
The denser portion of the glove can clean the pores
and get rid of impurities.
Less dense portion is meant for massaging targeted areas
to improve blood circulation and to lessen cellulite.
Recommended to use around 3-4 times a week

this spree ends at : 10 June 11.59pm
price per stick : SGD5.50 (includes shipping but not local postage)

next is Blackhead Remover Brush
not getting tis
cuz i noe my blackhead use wad method oso cant come out de

How to use: Use water to moisten your skin
then apply normal facial cleanser to your whole face.
then use the brush to gently scrub the nose area.
Cleanse with water.

this spree ends at : 10 June 11.59pm
price per stick : SGD3.50 (includes shipping but not local postage)

Last item is the Nose Clip
gonna buy tis
hope is can sharpen my nose
thou it seems difficult

you can breathe normally and it's not painful
Selling at $12.90 at Bugis Village
Use for about 20 mins a day.
Do not use it for more than an hour straight.
If any discomfort is experienced, stop using it.
Please do not place item near fire
nor let children play with it in case of accidents.

this spree ends at : 10 June 11.59pm
price per stick : SGD3.50 (includes shipping but not local postage)

see aniting interested?
can email me at appletanhp@yahoo.com.sg

confident-less apple

2007-06-08T04:20:00.000+08:00

i'm sooo not confident when i'm walkin on street!!
i wanna cry
i spent 25 bucks todae on a temp lens
Clearvue Big Eyes2
it did enlarges my pupil
but not as big at my previous lens!!
i tink i look so not prettie..s niff!!
next thurs i'm havin a pri sch gathering!
i intend to look the prettiest i can
bt now i totally moodless le
the eyes so impt. DAMN
haiis..i search internet..
see where got people selling G&G lens
i dun mind payin abit more
if i can get it quick
but although i how nu li find
oso cant find lo..haiis..no one can help me!!
its not tt its ugli
its jus not as prettie animore
and i feel so totally not confident lo
now i realise its not makin up makes me confident
its the contact lens den changes everiting *CRYS*
hu can save me?!!! i will LOVE u like HELL

lens broke

2007-06-06T14:00:00.000+08:00

PS: tis is a super long entry, read onli if you're interested

recentli like abit sway sia
i bathe hao wear hao clothes
preparing to go work
den i broke my contact lens!!
i tink is becuz i rub too hard bah
cuz i admit i rub veri hard de
it makes me feel tt its cleaner LOL

so i called to sae i cant go work le
sure got people will tink i kua zhang rite?
no contact lens jiu canot go work
YESH.. i cant even step outta my house
i hab to ask my bf later go buy monthly de gib me
luckily jus nice now got one spree on G&G lens

oh ya! i'm sooooo into spree lately

anione got veri gud spree site

mus let me noe okiie!!
i was oso using G&G
so can replace lo
jus tt my tt lens actuali wore for 4 months onli
abit waste
i was wondering shud i get back same colour
or get grey, suggestions?

---- JUNE 01 ----

met xinyi in the afternoon to go town walk
bought a pair of peep toes
currentli veri like it
cuz i dun hab others to like
i'm so short of foot wear

bought an anklet
let's see tis one can last how long
cuz i never wore an anklet for long
duno the problem lies wif me?
or the anklet?

xinyi bought me a necklace!
cuz mine has afew diamonds drop off le
yippe!~ thanks gurl

took neoprints before me left town
to meet merry and qian at Jurong Point

qian ate MOS burger
but the rest of us dun feel like eatin bahs

cuz dere's nuthin to do at JP
so we went to merry house as usual
and slack our time dere with tidbits and drinks
and tis is qian's masterpiece

den met up with
Zhen Hong, Eric, Zhen Xiang and Xing Zhao

when we reach dey oso agar eat finish le
we gurls did nuthin dere
except taking pictures LOL

quan jia fu

---- JUNE 02 ----

went for my Vocal Lesson as usual
aftertt went to Marina to eat Steamboat
to celebrate MeiMei's belated burfdae
so guilty! after so long >.<

QuenTein,Rocky,Serene,MeiMei,XinHao,Amanda & ME!

suppose to go home after tis

but dey suggested to go sing ktv

so we went to Party World and MeiMei paid for tis

she wudnt let us noe how much

above 170+ bahs..and below 200

THANKS MEIMEI!!

vocal guys are a lil boring

dey are those veri si wen type can imagine?

sing love song den veri emo type? LOL!!~

whereas us gurls are more fun-loving!

me and Serene

me and Amanda

me and MeiMei

ME

we went to MeiMei's house aftertt
cuz no one got money take cab home lo
her room is small but damn furnished and cosy!
until about 6+ we made our way home
luckily me and Serene stay so near each other
got people pei me home LOL

recentli dere's alot of prob in my house
we were drive away by govt
dey wana us to move out
we did and chose a flat at Jurong West st93
the new sports complex dere
but my mum is unable to get a loan from the bank
as her salary is less dan 2000 per month for OCBC
and lesser dan 1500 for DBS
cant get loan from Housing Board either
i didnt ask the details
as i alwaes din care abt my family stuff
all i did was listen
tis issue made my mum super stress
my kor cant put his name
cuz he dun hab a job and has no CPF
so conclusion is we need to move
but we cant get a place
my mum kip sayin "den slp in streets lo"
she went to look for our MP
but the person dere sae
MP onli sees people on Monday
IS DERE SUCH A TING?
after tis issue.. i see tings clearly
when u needed help most..u tot govt will help u
answer is... u SLOWLY WAIT..
people are goin to close deir door on u
my mum went to various places alot of times
each time she came home rejected
i feel sad for her
but i cant do aniting

jus as we tot tings are bad enuf
my ex-dad sppeal to gib us lesser 'shan yang fei'
and he succeeded. DAMN!
he need to gib us 700 per month
but now is reduced to 400
u guys tot 700 alot? i tell u..
he has been owing us alot of money
cuz he alwaes pay onli like... half?
i heard from my mum
when dey divorce dey sold our Bukit Batok flat
the money hab to evenly distribute
but my dad spend it all
never gib a single cent to my mum
and divorce fee all my mum pay de
WAD A GUY *roll eyes*
'tiao cha yuan' is a lady hu decides
whether my dad gets his appeal approve
my mum sae the 'tiao cha yuan' for deir case is a
young lady hu looks like she needa knock off badly
she didnt even tink much den approve le
i tink u guys judge bah

Ex Dad
my ex-dad is earning 2600 per month
he remarry his 'fox secretary' which is workin too
and needs to take care of my ah ma

My Mum
my mum is earning around 1000 per month
take cares of me and my brother

i heard tt my dad is living in
air conditioned house
so i assume he still live the lifestyle he used to
last time although we hab alot of debts
i used to tink i am quite rich
from young i slp in air con EVERYDAY
and i mean it
my entire house onli got 1 fan
which is in the living room
BUT my living room oso got air con
aniwae, i jus tink he's so godamn selfish

when dey jus got divorce
my dad sae he need to pay for house
need to pay for cars
den the jury answered him
'so which is more impt? all tis or ur children?'
hahas..tt's a gud one!
but now is another person handling tis case le
haiis.
all tis jus adds up to my bad opinion of govt people ok?

enuf of bad stuff
do i look gud in permed hair?
i wud like to try a temp perm LOL

lookin at tis outfit

qian told me tt sumone took my frenster pic

(which is in tis purple spag)

and post it in sggirls?

and tis person even posted a caption

'before havin sex with me'

someting like dat

soooo CHILDISH!!! omg

but i'm not reali offended lah

tis person is jus bo liao bahh

mayb he cant get sex partner

so he anihow claim anione is bahh

jus pityin him havin such low mentallity

recentli i'm interested in the EMO cartoon
PON and ZI
isit i veri outdated now den like?
i find them sooooo cute...!
derefore i went to find their pictures!

awwww!!~ so sweet rite?

fcuked

2007-06-05T00:38:00.000+08:00

damn..todae is a fcukin dae..
piss me off like HELL!
i'm actuali not racist
but now i am!
dere's tis stupid indian man in his 40s
i've been tolerating him since duno when
and todae he reali make me hot
tis fcuker alwaes waits for me at tamp
when i finish work and board train
he would sit beside me
and harass my thigh with his fingers
until we both alight at boon lay
so far he onli succeeded once
after tt first time
alwaes when i see him i avoid like hell
but todae he reali FREAK me out
when i went up to the platform at tamp
i was at tail cabin
he suddenly came to me and ask me
"u noe wad time is the last train"
when i saw his face i oredi freaked out liao
so i jus bluntly answered him "duno"
den i went down the escalator again
and walk all the way to the other side
which is the head cabin
and i board the train
at Eunos
he board from my cabin!!
FCUK TOTAL FREAKED
duno how the hell he noes where i am
when i saw him boarding
i alighted at the next stop!
walk all the way to the middle
and took the next train
for a veri long time he did not appear
i den "phew~"
i tot everiting was over
BUT!!
at Jurong East he board my cabin again!!!
CHEEBYE INDIAN AH NEH
i told myself i'm not gonna alight at boon lay!!
so i alighted at lakeside instead
i accidentally dropped my hp pouch
and he took it and alight wif me at lakeside
FCUKED AGAIN!
he return to me and i went to toilet to hide awhile
aftertt i took bus home and he not around liao..
he reali freaked me till i wanna cry
i need to quit my job soon
my bf is so damn worried about me
wed gonna work again
duno wad to do sia
becuz of tis fcuker i took cab a few times le
cant he jus let go of me!!

u guys tink tis is the end of my stupid dae?
NO!
recentli i was expecting sumtin..
cuz i bought sumtin online
when i reach home i saw an envelop and was so happie
and i open it to realise it was empty
either the seller or the postman eat it
but if the seller eat it she can jus dun send
so 90% is the postman
stupid postman!
tis is the 3rd time i lost my stuff thru mail!
fcuk postman too!
so dishonest !! WILL HAB KARMA!! jus wAIT!

wanted to blog hapie stuff about last week
but i'm so not in mood..
GONE

outfit settled

2007-05-10T03:41:00.000+08:00

although i slept at 10 plus last night
woke up at 2pm jus now
slept for around 16hours
supposed to start work at 5
but ~~as usual~~ i was still late!
reached at around 6 30 =x
pei fu wo bah?
supposed to hab 3 people
end up kena new girl put aeroplane
den onli me and joyice
luckili it wasnt so busy
Pos 1 short 30 bucks
tmr sure kena boss ~!@#$%^&*()
sianess!! i'm workin mid tmr
gotta wake at 10 30 bahs
7 den finish work
den meeting darr lo
tmr kor and mummy going to see flat
heard dat 23rd gonna go housing board choose le
den by june or july we will get keys le
suddenly find it too fast
not enuf time to save up money for my bed >.<

pictures at work!

must sae sorrie to joyice
cuz i left first
was afraid i wud miss my bus
cuz da lazy me dun wanna walk home =P
saw mama at boon lay interchange
told her i hab nuthin to wear on my 18th performance
so she helped me to find !
my mama young de shi hou veri havoc de okie!
and more or less my outfit is settled

bu cuo bahs?! hhaaha
YEAH! merry is gonna pei me on da 17th!!
i'm gonna grab stuff! and make myself broke!!!
haiis. i haben decide on wad song to sing
super headache.
i need to slp soon
arbo tmr die liaos
*waves goodnight*

updates

2007-05-06T23:57:00.000+08:00

i'm super bored.
but havin the tot tt i've gotta work tmr
makes me even 'boreder' duh.
its jus so godamn far away.
anione intro a job to me?
how i spend my long holidae weekend last week?
watch plenty of DVDs!
hahahs. bro borrows a projector home
where he flash it on his room's wall.
it reali looks like a mini home theatre.

recognise tis movie? yeah. its over da hedge

ooo.. i wana introduce 2 new family member !
Samsung D900! *applause*
tts da main reason why i'm sooo damn broke now >.<
but i pretty liked it.

afraid it will be lonely.
i bought octy to accompani it~!

wanted to buy a pig.
but bought an octopus instead
cuz dar sae tis is cuter. lols.

thurs night went to gib merry a tiny surprise after work.
qian called jus in time when i was at outram.
went home at 3 plus. took pics with my phone.
but its lousy quality!
and not forgeting to mention those pic were so not prettie!
so i'm not gonna post any! boo!
dey ate spag while i had maggie
as i'm so phobia to the napolitean
( duno if i had the write spelling -.-" )
sauce tt had once gib me a horrible experience.
catch up a lil bit den merry's kind bf send us home!

had onli 1 hour plus of slp jiu wake le. zzz.
went to Clementi ITE for a mini event.
as usual i was late. hahhaas.
i tink i din reali do veri well bahs.
but one of da teacher praised me. so hapie. hahahs.

at home before leavin

on bus to Clementi ITE

right after performance

went to town for lunch and head straight home
as i'm super duper tired.
i jus cant kip my eyes open sia.
but yet. when i reach home.
i start to zi lian (._. x)

hahahas.
oh damn. anione save me?
i feel so lack of clothes and shoes!
it reali frustrates me
whenever there's an event and i've nuthin to wear.
i feel so not woman!
i reali need to shop.
cheap and worth shopping anione?
ohya. Singapore Expo is having Metro Sales from 17th to 20th May.
i'm not gonna miss it.
heard tt last yr's sales got bras at as cheap as 2.50
and cosmetic were soooo cheap!
tempt me soo much.
but i will not be able to go on da 17th.
so afraid all da gud stuff will gib ppl snatch le. will see how !

lastly, a pic of my dar!

yippie

2007-04-09T02:05:00.000+08:00

DAMN DULAN
ever since blogger hab sum changes
had some connections wif google?
i alwaes hab problems publishing my post!!!!!!
i post an entry and now its all gone!!!!!!
DAMN!!!!!!!!!~

rOAr
anihow write le lahs

luck hab indeed striked me the second time
for my upcoming musical in july
i hab my own solo parts
thou jus a couple of minutes
but its better dan nuthin!
hope i'll handle it well !

results are out
its a horrible one
my gpa had dropped from 2.5 to 2.3 >.<
got an E for my auditing
and a C for my accounting
actuali xie tian xie di no retain lo!
i tot i might hab to retain if i fail ani subject
but heng i passed lo

wed gonna hab steamboat wif
xinyi qian and merry
looking forward to da reunion!
hope qian wun hab last min trainin~

its so bored at night
ani show to watch on youtube?

colorgenics

2007-03-28T02:28:00.000+08:00

went to qian's blog
so bored
saw her doing quiz
so i went ahead and do it too

You are in a state of constant expectation and want interesting and exciting things to happen to you. But in fact, you are a 'Walter Mitty' at times - a dreamer - over-imaginative and often given to fantasy or day-dreaming. There is nothing wrong in 'dreaming' - how boring life would be if one just followed the doctrines of everyday life - but one must not continue leading a life of continuous fantasy. You need to face reality in spite of all its possible shortcomings.

Always anxious to accept the role of the leader, as indeed you often work well with people - but try to stay out of the limelight. You'd like a life of ease with no one to rock the boat and someone who understands you is so important in your life.

You wear your heart on your sleeve and since you are an emotional person you are apt to give your all - heart and soul - to all those that show you a little affection; but take care - it would appear that you have been extremely hurt in the past and you keep leaving yourself wide open for punishment.

From every direction there appear to be unwarranted restrictions on your freedom of action and this is producing considerable stress. You're really looking for independence and freedom from any restriction and therefore avoiding any obligations or anything which might prove hampering. You are being subjected to considerable pressures and you would like nothing better than to escape from them but you tend to lack the necessary strength of purpose to succeed in this. Whichever way you turn you are being frustrated. You need to be free to do your 'thing' in your own way.

You don't like conflict and you endeavour to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.

some parts quite zun ar..

went to support qian in her competition
ii'm so impressed with her performance
her months of sweat and tears
thou dey din make it
but tis is when i see them so united
dey cry tgt and went back to sch
whereas other teams jus dismiss and leave all by themselves
thru tis ting
i feel tat success is not reali by the amount of hardwork u put
isnt life unfair?
well.. look forward to see them win next yr
life cudnt be unfair for so mani times le bahs

will luck strike me the second time?
bless me !

2ndMarch IteRoadshow

2007-03-06T19:37:00.000+08:00

2nd March - my first ever 'live' performance
havin sore throat for the past few daes
even lost my voice
due to my lots of sacrifices
fortunately i still managed to sing !
got up earli in da morning
wear and doll up prettie prettie!
den went to straighten my hair
lOve my zhao xing tt dae! so kawaii!
so i've decided to rebond my hair =x

after making hair eat le
took cab down to city hall

taken on cab

reached there around 12 30
still earli so go around lookin for the stage
alamak ! a small one at an ulu place >.<
nehmind lahs. better dan nuthin so went to practise and stuff lo

taken before the performance wif my partner~
dun mind all da fats on my face !

nervous as usual, though not much ppl -.-"
not reali satisfy wif my performance i wud sae
both vocal and stage presentation not gud
but considered alright since its my first one !

pictures taken after the performance !

so ke ai rite?! dun bluf urself le ! LOL

last but not least.. my performance!

first step

2007-02-21T15:54:00.000+08:00

my first ever performance is coming soon, LOL ~
cant stop being excited about it..
but its a pity alot people cant be dere to support me
cuz its a fridae afternoon
i kip tinkin...
wad shud i wear?
how shud my hair be done?
wad actions or movement must i make?
hahahas.. hope dat tis is onli a stepping stone
dere'll be more to come!
tis is jus the start of my dream
hurhur..
lookin veri hard for a video cam
hope to record down my first ever live performance
if i manage to..
will upload !
bless me man !

burst

2007-02-01T18:33:00.000+08:00

tings tt makes me burst

- continuously fail my 2 cas, now both retakes are waiting for me! bloody hell. nomatter how well i did for my retake it will be maximum 50/100, but i cant even pass!

- i'm damn bored at home ! no shows to watch, no where to go, nothing to do, nothin to eat! piss me off like hell!

- my bf's army camp is gettin from bad to worse, HELL them, wad the FCUK, kip retaining ppl, KISS MY ASS!

- i'm alwaes bloody ALONE at home. NEHNEH

- i'm having my menses, STUPID hormones making me crazy!

- cant get to celebrate my 1 yr anniversary, totally SHUT OFF.

life

2007-01-24T00:46:00.000+08:00

todae met up wif xinyi
tok quite alot
time fly fast
i realised when i wanna find sumone to go out wif
i hardly succeed LOL
but i tink qian dey all will tink i veri busy bahs
wan ask me out for dinner oso diff
i guess is timing prob
although i got bf
but i wonder if my life is considered busy or free
seldom meet my bf
especially recentli >.<
damn bored if i'm at home
cant find anione to go out
but bcuz of my work my life is more occupied le
partly is also becuz of me myself bahs
i tink my character not easi to get true frens
so i onli hab a few beside me bahs
but i tink its enuf !
i dun need alot to b happie !
although i tink my life's meaningless
but at least is not living in misery
aniwae tt tootoopid xy ended her study life
hope she made the rite decision
so can i sae she's more free le?
or is she gonna work alot -.-"

graduating soon
veh headache siia
i cant possibly continue to work in tamp guardian rite?
actuali i dun mind
but the main prob is the transport fee !
oh my god
shud i request for a transfer
or shud i change job?
anione now got job lobang can let me noe le bahs
i still considering wad to do
i'm still so afraid of bein alone
i'm sucha baby !!! aawww >.<

actuali am i a veri horrible person?
not tt bad bahs hor? LOL

pat on my shoulder

2007-01-09T01:01:00.000+08:00

ii'm soooo proud of myself !
check this out : http://www.ite.edu.sg/about_ite/infinite/infinite_86/86_12.html
ooo~ i doubt there's gonna be animore of tis kinda chances le bahs.
but once is better dan nuthin.. hahahs
graduate le do wad? i duno. work?

hmms. my boi de burfdae and our 1 yr anniversary coming soon le
anione wanna recommend ani gud restaurants to eat?
preferrably buffet bahs. LOL
i need suggestions !

money matters

2006-12-12T03:33:00.000+08:00

oh gosh.
had work jus now
and my cashier is short of 15 bucks! (FYI, its alot to me)
and i hab to cover it up
tis is equal to 3+hrs of free labour
jus handed in my photocopied bank book
and boss say the earliest i get my pay is ~~28 jan~~
i started work on nov 20th
and getting my pay on jan 28
*shattered*
i was planning to spend my pay on christmas
damn idiotic
bo bian go borrow money from xinyi lo
cuz tings are planned
and i'm not gonna change it !
knowing my shortage of cash pisses me off
these 2 minor stuff cuz my freakin stress
money money money.
where to get more of them?
i'm startin to get tired of work
i'm sucha loser
i cant stay at a place for long ! omg
always avoided workin
but i tink i shud persist le
do i hab a choice?
shortage of money cause a lil' phobia in cashiering nw
zzz. god bless me. ahmituofuo.
all these worries are probably cuz by the hormones in me
yeah. bingo. aunt is coming. zz

one litre of tears

2006-12-05T02:31:00.000+08:00

so painful now.. omg.
watched 'one litre of tears' on saturdae
onli left last episode
and i jus finished it..
tis drama is the most touching drama i've even seen
i tink i cried everi episode
and its based on a true life story
now still cannot stop my tears from commin out
my hart is so painful !!! aRGH
i hate bad endings !!!
tis is SUPER recommended show
pls go and watch
it will inspire u alot
and drink lotsa water!!!
tis is a superb show..
i jus cant stop crying!!!!! fcuked.

pros and cons

2006-11-28T03:52:00.000+08:00

sum people envy the environment i'm living in

1 . no one to nag u whenever u dun go home
2 . dun need to eat mum's cooking everidae
3 . no one to kaopei u when ur result suck
4 . pocket money still given
5 . have ur own room
6 . no cane no bamboo
7 . no reaction even received warning letter from school
8 . very thrifty

but still,
sum people pitied the environment i'm living in ( comparing above )

1 . mum has never once called me on my hp before
2 . mum seldom cooked dinner, in fact, duno since when never cook at all le.
3 . result suck even more.. lols
4 . the onli point dat i tink shudnt be pitied. but aniwae my pocket money is reduced ! >.<
5 . once reached home, no one talks to u
6 . cant be bothered even when u did grave mistakes, its ur own business
7 . cant be bothered even if ur future is tarnished, jus dun drag them down
8 . eat up everitin, alot of times even expired food, leftovers from other families.

sumtimes i envy myself. sumtimes i find myself pathetic. LOLS. finish standing for hours from work. onli ate 2 siew mais and 1 char siew bao for the whole dae. reach home at midnight. no one greets u. bother whether u've eaten. clothes need to wear left dere a week le haven wash. one watchin tv. one using com. when ask why no dinner. answer was : standard de mah.. everione oso eat dinner outside. >.<>

tings hab changed

2006-10-18T13:17:00.000+08:00

hahhas. although i never update my blog
but i got occasionally cum and visit de okiie!
i not gone wif my bf
its jus tt my holidaes are damn boring lahs!
i've got nuthin to tok about
and i'm plainly too lazy to update
hahahas. canot sae i gone wif bf
cuz tings hab changed
from now on i will seldom overnight at his place le >.<
i'll be mostly be staying at home
too many people misses me le
so now i finaly cum and tok abit

gotten back my result
it's kinda terrible (dun scold me)
Advanced Accounting i got B which is better dan wad i expected
i got a D for the 1st semester
a C for the 2nd semester and now
a B for my 3rd semester
hope to get an A for tis semester LOL
Costing i got a D
tis D pulls me down like hell
cuz Costing hab the highest weightage
Tourism i got a B
so total i got 2 B and a D
3rd semester GPA is 2.1 onli *sniff*
overall add up now my GPA is onli 2.5
omg. so ke lian. ~!@#$%^&*()_+

anione hab samsung usb cable can da fa ci bei gib me marx.. >.<

now watching goong on youtube.

soooo niiiiccceee..! hahhas.

argh

2006-09-05T23:37:00.000+08:00

i'm feelin' damn horrible

i'm so stressed up cuz of my exams

i duno anithin at all

and i'm rushin all i can

dear is not here for me

he's out in the field again

i will onli get to see him on saturdae

and lastli.. i'm havin pms !

omgosh.. its hell for me now..

duno how can i take all tis..

clouds clearing

2006-08-31T01:51:00.000+08:00

hmms..i tink perhaps sun is cumin out le bah
my life. improve le bahhs.
workin at pizza hut now
but mayb not for long
exams are cumin
mus gambatte!
dere's a few questions i find interesting

hu is our Prime Minister?
My answer : Goh Chok Tong ?
if ur answer is same as mine
den laugh at urself
cuz the correct answer is Lee Hsien Long

hu is our President before Nathan
My answer : Lee Kuan Yew ? (i noe i veri stupid >.<)

ur answer cant be same as mine

arbo u can bang wall le

correct answer is Ong Teng Chong (did i spell it correctly?)

what post is Lee Kuan Yew holding?

My answer : Senior Prime Minister?

by then i oredi feel veri the stupid le

correct answer is Mentor so

i scored 0/3 how well did u score? LOL

tough

2006-08-23T14:01:00.000+08:00

why isit tt once in a while
god hab to gib people obstacles?
jus when u tot ur life is peaceful
sumtin will cum and strike u
i feel tt my life is kinda miserable now
sumtimes i feel tt
my life got alot of 'xiao ren'
mus go bai bai le..
everitin is not goin smoothly
how shud i pass tis obstacle
to make my life peaceful again for the meantime?
i'm used to people tokin around my back
cuz i alwaes tink tt gossipin is human nature
people alwaes luvs to tok bad behind people's back
but i hate bein accused for sumtin i didnt do
i wud hab clarify if i'm in the past
but i've chose to let it pass
no point explainin to sumone hu noes me
but still accuses me
why is tt human onli see themselves right
and everione esle wrong
i'll hold my tongue and try to make my life as peaceful as i can

i've been notify tt i'm debarred
and i'm suppose to write a letter to the section head
exams are cumin
and i duno a single thing
stress is startin to build up
how i hope all my exams are of theory
find it difficult to drag myself to sch
so mani factors torturing
argh..

results

2006-08-03T02:28:00.000+08:00

oh ya! forget to mention somethin important !

sumting tt i'm proud of !

guess wad!

my accounting CA overall i get an 'A'

cum'on everione applause *CLAP*

people close to me noe

tt my accounting suck

i scored a 'D' for my first sem

a 'C' for my second sem

but is combine main exam de lah

so now CA is 'A'

onli wait for my final exam which is in sept

den i'll noe wad i'll get for Accounting

and my tourism CA i got a B

mus do hao project to pull up the marks

sept is my LAST exam le

mus buck up in order to go poly

gambatte neh!!

stalker ah neh

2006-08-03T02:03:00.000+08:00

*roars* i've alwaes tot my house here although messy
but those people mayb onli di siao
but tonight sumone did sumtin more

finish my musical training
took train and alight at boon lay
dere's tis ah neh
kip lookin at me when goin quein at the escalator
so i purposly slow down to be far from him
den after tappin out he headed to the left
so i walked straight to the inter
den i que at 198 booth
den suddenly i turn back
its him (._. x)

den on the bus
he purposely sit jus opposite of me lah
den keep staring me
i wanted to scare him by starin back
but he not scared at all !
he still comtinue stare and smile sumore
wanna puke le lorhs.. zzz
den hu noes so sway!!!
we alight same stop..WTH
den when he realise dat i also alight same stop
he waited for me at the busstop dere
den he clench his fist to show victory and sae "yes!" (can imagine?)
den i bth him le i sae "CRAZY ARH!!"
den we walk same direction
but i walk outside more people de place
he walk inside
den when i'm walkin a dark stretch of road which has nobody
i freaked out le lahs !
i can see his shadow jus behind! OMG
den i faster cor my bf !
"dar! sumone gen zhong wo!!! >.< " den when i reach my blk de lift i turn back and look but i tink he hide one corner den i purposely press lift go 11th den take stairs

now so scared lahs..
scarly he wait for me downstairs arhs!
i tink i tink too much -.-"
my place is so dangerous!

tokyo juliet

2006-07-19T19:38:00.000+08:00

omg..now i'm so terribly in love with Tokyo Juliet !!

its damn nice lahs !

i tink even nicer dan ISWAK !!

but now i've watched till episode 6

tt means i've hab to wake for a week to see an episode

and tis is gonna kill me !!

*roars* luckilie i jus dled o2jam

can occupy sum of my time

dar went outfield

and lost somthin issued to him

die liao le

sure kena alot of extras >.<

means alot daes kan bu dao ta

BOO~

prints.

2006-07-13T15:07:00.000+08:00

went to eat sizzler recentli..and its highly recommended! so nice and u can eat till so full lahs! my holidaes hab been occupied mostly by my musical trainings.. people dere are so frenly and fun-loving. and i realise.. bein able to sing nicely is no big deal at all..people dere are all able to do so..sum even shock my ears. hmm..gonna go broke soon..stupid watson no call..zzz..

sum prints on yvonne burfdae. as usual. catherine not present.

pictures.

for ur info. i'm not naked.

gang fights

2006-07-06T15:47:00.000+08:00

omgoshx..wad's wif all these people.. once sumone suicide..people will start jumpin off building.. once dere's car accident.. people will start gettin bang down by cars.. now dere's the trend of videoclippin fightings? jus watched the Staircase fightin (i noe i slow) den todae saw the Beach fighting.why gurls more n more violent le sia.. see le oso find it kong bu..police duno doin wad siia.. bth..

phua

2006-06-07T17:26:00.000+08:00

last night slept at 2+

and this morning woke at 5

omg..so tired..

went to sch earli to ask people teach me costing!

cuz at 10 got CA

at 8 tt section head phua phua wan see us

kena hold back..

tok alot of crap lahh..

alot people canot wake up mah

by givin tok will help meh..

why not drive us to sch..lol..

i tink i flunk my CA lah

everione got same answer except me

tis is the result of poor attendance

CA is the onli ting tt help pull my GPA

liao liao lah..

>.<

musical

2006-06-03T21:31:00.000+08:00

went to the training-cum-briefing jus now
i'm not the main cast
most of the roles are guys
so gurls stand a small chance nia
aniwae..onli 1 female role to fight for..
and narator role..
so i guess i'm not reali tt gud to be able to be those
so i'm still gonna continue though
free vocal training bahhs
but i dun even noe if i even hab a chance to show my face
so sad >.<
aniwae.. i'm in the soprano..
means the high pitch one nor..

acceptance

2006-06-01T00:15:00.000+08:00

mum jus came back
she passed me a letter from ite
and it stated :

Dear Student

ITE MUSICAL 'JOSEPH AND THE AMAZING TECHNICOLOUR
DREAMCOAT - 1st TRAINING ON SAT 3 JUNE 2006 (9.30AM TO 1.00PM)

I am pleased to inform you that you were successful at the auditions conducted in April/May and are selected to be a member of the cast for the ITE Musical 'Joseph and the Amazing Technicolour Dreamcoat.

You are required to attend a briefing-cum-training session on Sat 3 June 2006 (from 9.30am to 1.00pm) at ITE College East,Simei,(Centre for Musical and the Arts), Administration Block, Level 2 (Dance Studio 1).

For this training session on Sat 3 June, please bring alone a highlighter, a file (for filling up the scripts), a pen and a passport photo of yourself.

Attendance is compulsory because we want to confirm your commitment to the project. The Artistic and Musical Directors will also be explaining their expectations for the training and rehearsals and plan the subsequent training schedule (especially fot the July vacations) with your input.

If you need clarifications, please call me at HP: 9138**** or email: Lim_Pang_Kwee@ite.edu.sg. We look forward to seeing you.

Yours faithfully

SIGN

LIM PANG KWEE
Student Development Officer
ITE Centre for Music and the Arts

PS If you have not attended the dance audition, please see Mr Cho Kok Weng on Fri 2 June (at 3pm). The venue is ITE College East Dance Studio. He will show you some dance steps.

tadah!!
i scared i go le still is be small fry
duno if i cud reject if i am one
heard tt dere will be allowance given!
seeing the last paragraph
i believe tis result is onli based on singing?
well.. bless me!
i'll clear all mystery on saturdae!
=D

4th month

2006-05-28T07:39:00.000+08:00

30th of may would be our 4th month together
and the veri geh kiang me sae wan cook gib him it
people hu noes me noe tt i cant cook
oh my god.. anione save me..
so went to NTUC last night
called qian for help
asked her to pei me buy stuff lor

didnt sleep for the whole night
watchin Devil Beside You till episode 16
damn sweet show! *melts*
by then its 3+ liao
so i went to cook the soup
cux dey sae soup mus cook long den nice
Miss Tan Hwee Peng DUN touch raw meat one!
but she touched it
fcuk. damn disgustin can
oi qian. the bone we bought damn bloody can
i almos puke i swear.

well now i'm steaming egg
later will hab fried tofu
and pork cutlet
duno will succeed anot lahs
jus now the soup tasted like shit
luckili my mum woke up and help me a lil
now i tink it taste more edible le

yeayea.. i now i'm not a gud gurl *roll eyes*
i cant cook i cant do chores
lanpinguo mah.. wad to do..
hope he likes it nor >.<

dance aud

2006-05-27T14:33:00.000+08:00

oh.. i'm so sad

i guess i screwed myself up

i'm grouped under the bad ones

i dun tink i did dat badly though

so bu gan xin

frens i knew tt dae oso sae i dance alrite

well.. bad luck lorhs..

i tink dey needed lotsa people

so i believe even u suck in singing or dancin dey'll still wan u

but the problem is

if i were to be a kns small fry in the musical

i doubt i will wan to involve

*crys* dere goes my dream >.<

dancing kills me *roll eyes*

let's hope dey lurfe my singing

and let me be a something in the musical den

human changes

2006-05-25T16:38:00.000+08:00

stupid naggy entry.. dun hab to read..

sumtimes i find it rather amazing how tings changes.. human changes.. over a period of time..

recentli a fren of mine had sum sorta problem bet her guy. i shall not mention hu.. i used to tink she had a veri sweet romance.. and wud envy on how she's loved.. i even cursed on her lack of time for us. she used to grumble abt stuffs between them.. but deep down her we knew tt she's so in love tt all grumbles doesnt reali mean anithin to her.. now that the guy had changed.. over a weekend...or perhaps long ago before anione realised.. he doesnt look sweet to me animore.. instead he looked like a monster.. the change in his behaviour, attitude, and all shocked me.. is tis is the guy who used to dote on his gf so much? dey had been together for arnd 10 months.. is 10 months of togetherness not strong enuf to conquer lust? or mayb curiousity? is my fren not gud enuf dat he had to get another ones? how cud human jus put down months of feelings without any pain and carry on.. even if he cud.. why dun he wanna let go? he replied 'anything lahs..u wan continue den continue loh' so perhaps its she not wantin to let go.. she kips explaining tt she believe he wud change.. wud cum back for her.. i doubt so..tons of people gave up convincing her its not gonna work.. since mani incidents and evidence had shown..but she still wanna try.. hu cud stop? if she ever read tis.. i hope she understands the situation soon.. no use clinging onto sumtin not worth clinging for.. he's not dere animore..mayb his bodi is.. but not his heart..

this incident definitely had an impact on me.. she's gud lookin.. her smile is so sweet.. no lack of suitors.. but now i see her.. sorrie to sae but i onli see a pathetic smile she puts on her face.. shuo bian jiu bian.. how hurtful for people arnd her to see tis..when will grey clouds leave and regain its clear blue sky..

aaa..shit..

2006-05-24T19:30:00.000+08:00

aaa..checked my mail.. and i got tis..

Dear Student

Thank you for attending the singing audition on 22 Apr.

You are also required to attend a dance audition/workshop on:

Date: Fri 26 May 2006 (2.30pm)
Venue:ITE College East (Simei) Admin Blk 2nd Level, CeMTA
Requirement: No need to prepare. The choreographer will show you the steps (dance choreography)

If you wish to be considered for the Musical, attendance at the dance audition/workshop is compulsory.

Call me if you need clarifications.

Best Regards
Mr Lim Pang Kwee
Student Development Officer
ITE CeMTA

wad the hell
means i'm still not confirm in?
wasted all my emotions!
~!@#$%^&*()_+
but noticed the audition/workshop ?
means its an audition for some
and workshop for some?
wad the hell it means
i feel like smsin tis cher
but i predict i wudnt get any reply

shit tis time
i cant reali dance
smashed my ~~dream~~
idiot

NDP aud

2006-05-18T11:52:00.000+08:00

last week went for a NDP ad audition
till now none of us get any response yet
neh neh.. tot can earn sum money..
its 60 for a day lorhs..
i'm so in need of money !

went to cineleisure to eat and take prints!

okiie.. i look like shit in tis pic >.<